When i first met you
I remember loving you
But then i met
This beautiful world
With not so beautiful people.
And my heart
Skipped a thousand beat
To listen their theories
And believe ugly stories.

Now when i see you
I believe you are repulsive
How did i ever love you?
All these thoughts
Run like a storm
Inside my mind.
My heart starts to bleed
Negativity and hate.
But remember i told you
This is a beautiful world
With not so beautiful people.

So here i am
Bleeding ugly,
Urging peace and
Craving love.
Because i wanna love you
From deep within my heart
And directly from my soul.
This is a beautiful world
With wanna be beautiful creatures.

Looking up
With a heavy head
Thoughts wandering
Nowhere to settle.
The sun sets
The  crowded beaches
The snow covered mountains
Everything inspirational
Yet nothing to inspire.

The exhaustion
The frustration
Has dimmed the lights.
The eye seeks darkness
Even in the brightest of nights.

The dry eyes
The fake smiles
The wandering heads
Are yet to find themselves
In the lost crowd.
The rollercoaster
Inside the heart
Is yet to feel
All the emotions.

The heavy head
The wandering thoughts
The inspiration
The lights and the darkness
All's out there yet
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to be found.

My eyes are fitted
With demons
Crawling creepily around
Trying to grab my body
And crawl up
To reach my brain.
To soak inside
And construct a palace
Of their own
A corridor to stroll
With generations
Playing football
And basketball.

My mind's developing
A hostile palace
For  generations of demons
To reside and play
And grow and destroy.
My mind's a home
To the creepy generation
As if they are not the branches
But the roots
Of my intellectual capacity.

The sun and the clouds
meet overhead,
Where they found her
wild dreamy heart.
And her curious eyes
softly painting
Sceneries of fluffy
Cotton clouds.

She writes romantic stories;
illustrating the love
Blooming between
the delicate dancing lovebirds,
where love is all that matters.

Within herself
she is a wildflower
searching for freedom
to  rush into the wild.

Her wild dreamy heart
Searches for wondrous stories
Where love and war
Lives together.

She has found in the
summer eve's graceful song
The long lost wild freedom.
She is eager to tell the world
her profound love story
set against beautiful
summer's evening
where her heart is
wild and free.

Where everyday she
could find her desires
in her own dreamy eyes.

She was a nightmare
To the lives of Normals,
Normals who were cruel
Normals who were abnormal.
They could feel her
But never sense her.

She was a mystery
To the members of the living,
Living like scared cats
Living like the Dead.
They thought she was
An imagination,
But she was a phoenix
Who rose above the living.

She was a Goddess
To the suffered,
Suffered who were kept silent
Suffered who were suppressed.
They thought she fought for herself,
But she fought for them
Against the Normals,
The Livings,
And the Evils.

When nowhere to go,
But somewhere to be !
My heart seeks for you,
As a bird searches its tree !

Around you I could be me,
As you felt like my home!
You made me a wanderer,
With the courage to roam !

All the pain,
That my heart holds!
Suddenly diminishes,
As your love for me, unfolds!

As I walk with you,
And stand by your side!
I promise to be your half,
Through the storm and the tide!

Shine like a star,
For my vulnerable sky!
As I show you,
How my love gets you high !

Together then we will see,
What feels like a FOREVER!
As you tight my hand,
And I leave you, NEVER