i want to live
that's a lie
i want to die
it doesn't matter
the pain i feel
has become too real
the brightness in my life
has quickly gone away
the darkness
overcame me
the love in my life
slipped through my fingers
the sadness
took over
the light

"Don't say anything stupid" I whispered

.  .  .  "I love you" were his next words

I’m sorry I gave up on you
I’m sorry that I needed to
I’m sorry that I left your side
I’m sorry that you always lied

I never should have trusted you
You always seemed so good, so true
I shouldn’t have believed your lies
I should have seen through your disguise

Gradually, you took my heart
Turned my mind to abstract art
Told me how you loved me so
Then stood up to pack and go

Three words I never should have said
That let you straight into my head
I said I love you
I meant I love you
You knew I loved you

Three more words are on my lips
Words I know will never fix
Anything you put me through
Even if you miss me too

I miss you
Or maybe I don’t miss you
I just miss the person I thought you were

Now I don’t know who to trust
‘Cause all we were has turned to dust

Why me?
Of all the people
She was behind me
And she was in front of me
There were a million others

So why did it have to be me?
Was it fate?
Or just cruelty?

Did you not have anyone else in mind?
Why did you take you're time to pick me?
Why did you take all that time to ruin me?

I believed you
I thought about you
You created a new world for me
Then you destroyed it
Bit by bit

My heart bit by bit
Gone
Empty
And changed forever