I feel mostly like I'm just a skeleton
With worn out ribs and a cracked spine
Blood shot eyes lined by dark circles
Alabaster skin I'm constantly trying to shed
An alien within my own habitat
I know not where I'm going
Or when I shall ever get there
But I still carry on, slightly limping all the way,
The unforgotten memories of past failure still lingering
Reminding me I am merely bones and skin
Emotions  and ambitions left behind long ago
Not immune to the disastrous ways of the universe

oh darling, even
the strongest shelters collapse.
even you will break.

You were a pretty girl, and I was pretty lame
I got lucky when you agreed to take my name

I tried to stay away, but she came closer everyday
I never thought I'd miss her, and I never thought it'd be your sister

I got close to you
To get closer to her
You have the eyes
But she's still prettier

You've got the books
She's got the looks

And I'm on her hook
..Yes I'm on her hook

I'm sorry I had to move you out this way
I went from having you,
To having her,
To being lonely all in one day..

..****.

Of blood and ashes and condemned heart
Of life that is no more
Of nothing, but nothingness
My words are meaningless
All I talk is but, nonsense
I carry my own ashes
My tale is soaked in my own blood
My book is stained by madness
Life...perpetually...nothing...