and i'm the guy. the guy who's calling
and knocking on the door
and she's the sky. the sky is falling
but who's she falling for

You are a messy soul
Wandering through life
What I offer is love
Too much for you to repay
Worry not, as I acknowledge that
Guilt is a toxin to the soul
I hope you can see that
A field of sunflowers
Waits for you everytime

If I were asked to describe you. I would use every superlative I ever knew. I would describe your eyes as a universe that is so vast and beautiful that I could look at them for years to come.

If I were asked to paint you. I would use colors no one ever knows before because no colors on this earth is enough for you. I would use brushed that are just millimeters thin because you are so delicate and I would hate to ruin it.

If I were asked to put you to words. Nothing that I could write will ever be enough to describe you. No amount of letters could be enough to encapsulate you. Nothing that my shaky hands could ever do you justice.

When I know you. When I see you. When I finally know how you sounded like. I'm certain that the universe spent a lot more time in creating you. And I'm thankful that it did

I think of everything I will never be
And I grow infinitely more uncomfortable in my skin.

So lost like I’m brain dead
Don’t know where to go....
Run ,walk ,swim slow
Or do I fly solo?
Can’t sleep I got nightmares
Dark places with a scare crow !
Can’t escape this rocky landscape
Knees chafed as I crawl along,
Let my pain grow!
Let my suffering
Be a lesson
Let the world know
Let my name shine
In the dark night
Make the sun glow
Out of breath Lord,
Help me breathe God
Let the wind blow.

Be patient with me
I’m still a work in progress

Somedays I seem put together
But that paint’s not dry just yet

One day I’ll get this right
I’m sorry