October 4th 2017
I have been through ****,
Trust me.
I know how it feels to have all the feels
I know how it feels to be unnoticed and feel unloved
But I also know how it feels to be the person
that doesn’t feel anything back to the person who is flying as high as a kite because they are so in love.
Neither feeling is great,
  we all feel the pain and the gain and the loss.
Since I’ve been through hell and back,
I know what I think I deserve.
Wanting someone who gives me more than you do,
But still falling for you,
Even though im with you
I know that someone could make me feel
happier than the happy I am with you.
You say im your queen on one day,
Then you go back to treating me like the maid.
I have given you warnings that you need to level up your game
Because we started this level together when I was weak
Now im strong and getting stronger
And with strongness comes realization,
Realization of how I have changed.
I am not the ugly duckling anymore
I feel as though im now the swan.
I know now that I can do better
  It’s hard because I love you
But I feel as though we are stuck at this level
Im trying to go higher but you are still repeating the same level not gaining any experience.
I just don’t know what to do
Should I start a new game and end ours
Or try again to help you level up
In the end I started a new game,
A game with out you.