i do not believe in god
but i do believe in poetry
and for me
maybe poetry is prayer
and the universe
is an unwavering ear
in the shape of a god

So many poems
and stories
have gone unwritten
due to fear of not being good enough

She said "I'm falling in love."

I said "I'm falling apart."

The agony of love
can know nothing
of the blood
that spills
niagra style
out of my heart.

You are walking, I am walking;
We breathe in the same-exact-moment
We are both alive.

It is like my womb still holds us both
we are twins being warmed by the same pulsing beat of life.
Our skin is the same one made from the other.

I am following you,
seeking you,
my mind reaches for you.

MISS YOU

I can't help it,
But I miss you,
Just the things,
We used to do,
The way it was,
Just us two.


I can't help it,
but,
I miss you,
but,
I will be
Sometimes...
Thinking of you,
I’m not sure why...
but,
I still,
Sometimes do,
Of those,
Special memories,
Of just us two.

I can t help it,
But, I miss you,
I want to really;
Stop;
Missing you,
Because; it hurts,
From; Thinking of
All the things,
We couldn’t do,
When it was,
Just us two.


I can't help it,
but,
I miss you,
Why is it so hard to,
Stop;
Missing you?
I know that,
This is,
What I need to do,
Just to be,
able to,
Move forward,
and,
Forget,
about,
Just us two.


I can't help it,
but,
I miss you,
but,
I wonder when,
I’ll just;
Stop.
Thinking of you,
and,
Stop;
The good memories,
Of what we,
Use to do,
From the moments,
that;
Have been treasured,
When it was,
Just us two.

I can’t help
Missing you,
I just do,
Just us two.

© By HF – Whisper
13/6-21:15PM-17/6/2020-16:16-17:38PM

i spend my days
pouring myself into the cups of others

only to find that
when it’s time for myself
to take a sip

all that’s left
in my cup
is the remainder of a girl
who gave too much

She was looking
wherever true love
for her might be.

To tell you the truth
I was actually hoping
she was looking for me

She did not have
to search further
surely not that far.

Sadly she just
walked by me,
leaving my heart
with a scar