I am standing at the edge of Never,
Looking beyond, looking across ,
the endless expanse of the
Immortal Sea.
I take a step forward…
Testing ,hoping, wishing, praying
I look down
To see the black waters churning,
Grinding, Crushing, Eternal waves.
I look up only to be blinded by heavens face.
I try to jump I bend my knees
But fall down in defeat instead.
I ventured out to take a leap of faith,
But was pushed down by my own device instead.
I get up, dust off the rubble,
And venture out a little further again…
I am standing at the edge of Never
And with every two steps forward
I’m pushed down by three instead!
The face of heaven scorches on;
And in the horizon of that
All Encompassing Sea,
I see a lone bird fly.
So free, so powerful, so magnificent that beast,
…All too soon it passes from view….
I look ahead
And standing on that Edge of Never
I say,
Destiny be ******
I write My story
I am Emperor, I am Slave
I am Ruler, Master and Subordinate
I am the Dominant and the Submissive
I am pleasure and I am Pain
Who is Faith?! Who is Kismet?
I run my show, I decide the Game.
All I want, All I seek is Within ME
I am standing at the edge of Never
And I take this leap of faith
And as I pummel into those Eternal depths
I know, the oceans but a pond
and the storms just a breeze.
I know all ‘s in my power
and well within my reach.
I drift on those waters
forever free
My strengths, weaknesses, flaws and virtues
Are not washed by those treacherous waves.
Oh my friends! the water just cleanses;
purges my soul,
Glorifies my victory and showcases my loss.
I stood at the Edge of Never
And now I float in the Sea of Life
I’ll get out and go back to the cliff again,
Take that leap once-more…!