Your full of lies
Your the story of why I cry

Every word you say is
every lie you will tell
I'm quite tired of your words and lies
I'm quite tired of you

Let my paintings become the words that bleed out of my mouth

All white today
Pure as snow
Clear as glass
Cool as mist
Mind is cold
Listen and you may be heard
Skin so golden
Smooth as Egyptian cotton

It's a challenge
You either get them or not
Lucky if you get them
Out of luck if you didn't
8 am when they release
Running to see if you can reach
Stressing out months ahead
Wondering if you'll ever get them
Then it crashes
Then you're suddenly sad

When I'm around him
It feels like we're connected
He speak life to me
I speak life back
He grabs I feel warmth
The ways he talks
The ways he look
It's just our chemistry

Lost my Bestfriend
He moved on
I was left in the dark
Scratching the surface for more
Then I realized
He's not there for me anymore
So my self esteem went up
And look at me now