I'm sitting right next to her
But she feels a thousand miles away
I'm alone
She is looking at me with loving eyes
But I can't feel her love
All I feel is empty
And alone
So alone
Please
Just kiss me
Hold me
Help me
I'm begging
Help me

I have no reason to be "sad"
I should be fine
I've been around friends
And my sweetheart
But I'm not happy
I'm down in the dumps
I'm at rock bottom
I just want to go home
And curl up in a ball and sleep
Watch supernatural
And snuggle my baby girl
Please let me go home

why does it matter anymore?
what is the point of struggling?
why do I even try?
the happiness eludes me
there are no more bright days and warm nights
only the heavy heat of depression
the dark shadow just behind me
lurking
waiting

Just a few days then I can runaway with you
Off to the mountains
To the forest
Away from everyone
And everything
I can't wait to runaway

Can we forget
Last night ever
Happened?

I don't want to
Feel it anymore.

I don't want to
Feel anything
Anymore