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Jan 2019 Mikko

Annie

Ten years and more are not enough
I can still remember
Every torturing tainted touch
that forced me to surrender
Your hushing words, my rising fear
cutting like sharp searing threads
Your very gaze I still see clear
It burned into my head

Once you abused me

Long time I tried to Forget
the paralizing clutch
So long I tried to renounce
your tantalising touch
But all I achieved, all I obtained
Is a constant Aversion
and irreversible pain

Once you abused me

Now you are gone
And your presence vanished
but the memories have won
Even if you´ve got punished
I´ll never enjoy the love of a man
And I´ll ever avoid intimacy if I can

Once you abused me

You´ve branded me once
turned me inside out
Now I´m wrecked to my bones
But I´ll say it out loud:
Once you abused me
But you´ll never do it again

#personal #abuse #children #memories #reprocessing #life #fear

Jan 2019 Mikko

I will be there...(reverse poem)

Jan 2019 Mikko

Taylor - Sweety

I will be there...(reverse poem)

I promise that I will always be there for you..
when you are tired, I will kiss your eyes to fix your weariness..
when you are sad, I will be a clown that will make you laugh
when you are mad, I will wrap you around in my arms and soothe you
when you are lost, I will not rest till I get you back..
when you are happy, I will share your joy..
I will not leave your hand in life's ebb and tides..
I promise that I will always be there for you...

#i #will #be #with #you #miss

Jan 2019 Mikko

Bad Dream

Jan 2019 Mikko

Ethan Asher Adams

Bad Dream

The past it haunts me,
Its always swirling in my head,
Even when I'm in bed,
Its there when I think,
Its there every time I blink,

Can I get away,
Maybe it will be today,
Your decision scares me,
You left when I needed you most,

I cry so hard at night,
But I will continue to fight,
I mean I'll be alright,
It was just a bad dream right?

#depression

Jan 2019 Mikko

Devotion.

Jan 2019 Mikko

Mono Chrome World

Devotion.

I have wished for you in every star in the sky

and prayed you'd visit me in my dreams

waiting for 11:11 to come for it to come true

Hopeless still, broken inside, yet devoted to you

it wasn't what i needed but now i can't survive without you

#sad #love #fall #wishes

Jan 2019 Mikko

Wishing to Dream

Jan 2019 Mikko

Julieann Jonson

Wishing to Dream

Dreaming
Dreaming about you
Dreaming about us
Dreaming about what it would be like to be with you

Wishing I could stay asleep

Dreaming about our lips touching
Dreaming about our hands interlocking
Dreaming about you holding me close
Dreaming about you never letting go

Wishing not to wake up

Dreaming about looking up into your eyes
Dreaming about you looking into mine
Dreaming about your shy smile
Dreaming about the way your voice sounds when you say my name

Wishing to sleep forever

Dreaming about the way you make me laugh
Dreaming about your laugh
Dreaming about our conversations
Dreaming about everything

Wishing not to wake up
Wishing this was more than just a dream

I am awake
I am no longer dreaming
No longer dreaming of you

Wishing I was dreaming of you
Wishing this wasn’t just a dream

Jul 2018 Mikko

Hero

Jul 2018 Mikko

eileen

Hero

12:25
I wonder if you know how loved you are

Driving in the night
You always turn away from the moon
I've spoken with stars
They love you too

I hate leaving you behind
Hoping you'll catch up in time

Echo in my mind
Memories of you & I

I'll miss you
thank you

Remember you are loved

Drive me home with the windows down

Turn around

The moon keeps an eye on you
When you're looking away

Thank you
Remember so many love you

I'll always want to stay

I'll keep on talking with stars

Ask them how you are

You are loved

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