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Feb 2020 · 104
Worse for Wear
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
I never said you got to decide
I never really had to
You wormed your way into me
Gnawing through healthy flesh
My mind was your study
My body was your ballroom
My heart was your kitchen
You nourished as I passed away
Sometimes you're just sad and have to express yourself
Feb 2020 · 402
Slipping
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
I lost my grip again
The cut-rate pirate promised prose and protection from the maniac
Matters to me not never
I SCREAM!
This tattered trailer tailored to the times forever forgotten
Freaking out, falling again
This echo echoes.  Intensity.  Intergalatic.
Spacially challenged to challenge spaces in between
This gap, I grasp, at grapes, grown guilty
In soft soil
That pirate Bill wrote me into his will after taking his pill
He said in final words "I'm slipping"
I slipped again
This time the fall fractured fragile fasteners binding me.  I'm fragile
As fermentation fixes my faulty circuits
Crickets, chirp chirp chirp
As she says "Take your pills"
As I scream
I'M SLIPPING
This poem is a play on word/phrase palindromes, alliteration, and mid-stanza rhyme schemes.  I think everyone has been to a point where they just want to ***** a series of words to make themselves feel better.  I hope everyone else that suffers from mental health challenges appreciates this poem and finds an outlet that suits their individual needs and desire to let some of those inner thoughts free
Feb 2020 · 151
Gun
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Gun
I thought of cool lines with hard angles
Sliding fingers across steel burnished bright
The touch felt solid under rapt enraptured fingers
Heavy to the hand, but built so very light

This gun was my protection
It shimmered in the moonlight, built for feel
Blurring hard angles into smooth curves
Steel gave way to flesh, earthly appeal

Lubrication turned to sweat, slick with desire
This power is intoxicating, it makes me free
Silky hair took place of polymer coat
My lover was my gun
Pointed right at me
This poem describes the textile nature of love and fear.  Many have shared in a toxic relationship where we have felt powerful as if nothing else in the world mattered.  Love like guns can be dangerous if we lose ourselves in that perceived power.  Don't be the gun pointed at another person and don't let someone else be the gun pointed at you.
Feb 2020 · 198
I am. I? am! I am I. Am I?
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Who are we?
You are me.
Could we be you?
Or you be me?
Could we be us?
Could I be me?
I am me.
Don't they see?
We have only been us.
You have never been me.
I am.
I AM!
Am I?
Are we?
Spend less time.
Spend less effort.
Be you.
Be different.
We are the same.
Aren't we the same?
Am I?
AM I?
I am.
I?  You?  We!  WE!  US!
I wish you would be me.
Could I ever be you?
I am.
Feb 2020 · 265
Crocodile Smile
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
He proffered his gloved hand filled with guarantee
His blue eyes flickered greedily like the swirling of the sea
His hair was dark and soft, as if of silken twine
His crocodile smile beckoned, "your soul it will be mine"

His arms and legs bent to and fro, waving impossibly
I could smell his want burning my nose ever so pungently
His deal, he swore, "Was better than any I'd ever know"
He towered over, leaning forth, his wickedness did grow

A red bowtie, two-button suit, his clothes immaculate
I stared at him, wondering, too much time to contemplate
And in the end, I shook his hand, my resistance was futile
Each of us has fallen for a dark reptilian smile
This poem was my parallel between a deal with the devil and the deal we make with ourselves each time we say we won't do something again.  Each of us has struggled with something in our lives that we wish we could stop.  I hope that one day each of us won't shake hands with the weakest part of ourselves
Feb 2020 · 33
sweet
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
your touch, it Tingles
your Hand, it soothes
your heart, might Ache
but i'm Not alone with you

your Kiss, electrifying
Your smile, gratifying
you Own my gratitude
you're so sweet, it's Unifying
#love #thankful #romance #beauty
Feb 2020 · 67
[Jackal]
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
They all gnashed their teeth and snarled
Fed by evening news of sensational delights
This meal divides them, one squad against another
Their cackling splits the peaceful night

Their spittle soaks the blood-drenched ground
Yellow eyes gaze with maniacal rage
Single-minded to scavenge and consume
As writers fill teleprompters' page

Logic lost in frenzied carnage
Horrid breath from yellowed teeth
As these jackals howl, "feed us more!"
Caverns filled with bones of human grief

We the people of a more perfect union
Trapped between beasts set to conquer
My country 'tis of empty-headed politics
As You, I, We become the monster
Feb 2020 · 42
Dragon's Breath
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Rage
Unstoppable
Unfeeling
My breath takes life
Burns fields and kingdoms alike
Terror
Unfiltered
Unadulterated
This visage washes over
Scattering the strongest of warriors
Vanity
Unrelenting
Unresolved
I am pictured perfection
You measure against me, faltering
Elegance
Unerring
Uncompromising
You marvel beneath shadows
Cast upon by my wings

Ordinary
Underwhelming
Unsatisfying
My body, feeble human
But my mind breathes free
Feb 2020 · 42
[Love. Full. Empty.]
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
My cup is full, it runneth over
You share with me, you promise
My cup is cool, the touch is pleasing
You seem hesitant, but feel honest
My cup now empty, savagely drained
You withdraw, promises spilling
Mine is a position of emptiness
Yours a promise, unfulfilling
Feb 2020 · 69
Empty Valley
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
An empty valley, save for a few boulders and a lonely tree
Afghan mountains on each side, snowcapped in late winter
The patrol stands alone, overwatch promised
A familiar promise, sometimes kept
The sound of fire, a PKM I think
“Get Down,” shouts A.J., on his stomach behind a boulder
No.  No.  I wouldn’t fall to my knees today
I would see my enemy on open ground
Frustrated from days of unseen attackers
Hidden behind rockets, and distance, and civil population
Invisible threats around each corner, on each hill
Invisible and everywhere
I stand alone in this empty valley, determined to see my enemy
He’s far away, upon a hilltop
I see him crouched behind his gun, an RPK perhaps
Even at this distance, I imagine his eyes
He stares at me with rage worn on his face like an old shemagh
But I imagine I see more behind his eyes
A fear I think, a frustration, a nervousness
Feelings born from years of cultivated hate
Years and years of lack of civility, lack of security
I imagine I see his eyes and I know he can see mine
Two lives intertwined
Brothers who bear arms to defend their beliefs
And enemies forged of inmost hatred
I imagine I see him hesitate, his finger rested on well-worn trigger
Waiting and weighing my life and worth
His split-second decision never comes
The guns of overwatch bark like dogs of war
The familiar promise is kept today
Some men came home as evening set, some did not
As Afghan mountains watched over an empty valley
Few people are willing to understand that perspective makes reality.  Words like friend and foe are completely flipped depending on what side of the coin you happen to be on.
Feb 2020 · 61
American Red
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Hard it feels against my back and gleaming of a crimson red
Conjures images of elephants, roll tide the crowd all said
American as apple pie, as pageantry, 4th of July
My father’s dreams as a large green woman traversed his eye
My sweetheart blushes in my mind, hand held tight
But still, that thick American Red fills the long goodnight
I can hear the band playing, reveille, and taps
One second we are meant to stand, the other to lay back
Many of us snuggled up, no greater dream than love
Some of us build community, praise be to Him above
Some of us moved forward while many of us fled
A universal truth as we’re washed up in American Red
The screams of love are echoing, the shouts of fear are deafening
We trumpet joy, sing of gain and loss, each cry is now strengthening
But none shall hold dominion over the whisper of the wind
Ill intent swept around as the voice is that of Death
And so the story at its end
Foreign soil hard against my back
You will forget everything about me, my sacrifice unsaid
A uniformed American boy, bleeding his American Red
I wrote this poem to express the idea that everyone defines life in different terms.  Very few people will understand the sacrifice made by American Soldiers.  Most people spend their entire creative life devoted to the pursuit and ideal of love, or sadness, or anger.  Very few people will understand a job where death is evident behind every corner.

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