A Shadow
Representing the mere self
Hiding from the outside world
Looking for the light

A Light
Improving the mere self
Going on a way to the outside world
Leading towards a feeling

A feeling
Making sure the mere self
Growing for the outside world
Sensing positive emotions

Emotions
Representing the improved self
Smiling at the world;
Ignoring the past shadow

Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes...

A hazy memory with a clear idea

Memory was it?

or an imagination...

I see a cloud adrift above me

Then I realized it was both

Enough to keep it real

Enough to imagine

But I'd like to keep it real

As long as I imagine

A reality all about us.

There are lots
and lots...
and lots....
Lots of sound
but that heartbeat

        BEAT

An ever flowing
joy that fills
my soul.
Enough to keep
My day to flow

         BEAT

Pleasant to
the Ears
Fluttered when
she hears
"I Love You So!"

        BEAT

I wake up to see

Bright sunlight

But is it really sunlight?

It is a light but

It doesn't seem to be from the sun

or rather

it came from the sun then later it wasn't

I thought it'd hurt me

It was just a thought

                        7 minutes had already passed

Only to see
.
.
.
.
Black?
.
.
.
.
Void?





            Nothingness

A vision yet to be defined
An eye to see beyond
A knowledge very hard to decline
An eerie feeling filling up

but it was all true reality

                and

                        you

Leaves from an autumn tree
Skies of a rainy night
Rays from the sunny day
Frosts of the cold winter

More and more I want to feel
any of these with my beloved
That only exist inside
a heart

Reaching for the hand
Something I have been longing for
Moving past the days where
Being trap is no longer a problem

More and more...
            More and more....
                       More and more....
                                  More and more...

I close my eyes to see

How the way she sees

To be able to grasp

How the way she sees

I take a glimpse on

How the way she sees

Void? Space? Emptiness?

Words expressing unhappiness

I see eye to eye

The other see eye to nothing

Finding a way to understand

To notice. To view. To realize

That there will come

A light to not only see

But to also feel, embrace, connect

Infinite solutions yet one possible:

How the way she sees

I look at the sky and wonder

Is it even real?

Is it even blue?

How can I understand what's real and what's not

If I can't even understand

Life

Soon as "life" goes by

What have I understand?