to the beautiful quiet boy
who lives in a timezone earlier than mine
they may not know it
but your heart beats louder than how you look
i hope you're asleep
it's thirty minutes after one a.m. isn't it?
Recounting the moments i watched you sleep
With an innocent, rested face
with your hands by your sides
you're even beautiful when you sleep
but more so when those dark chocolate eyes gaze upon the windows of my soul
wish i could hold you in my arms now
Even better if you're wrapped around me
While you're with your signature turtleneck
And me with my red pashmina
These thoughts are nothing
but at least something

We kissed
Shared the love
The passion
We fell
Into depression
A living hell
So many questions
Feelings of betrayal
No answers
This is a cancer

☁️

This really is something unique
I feel the tears building up
Yet I can't cry
Not this time
My mind building up all these memories
My heart feels so big so full
Yet my tears that need to fall can't
Not this time
This is really something unique
I want to speak to you , I really do
But I can’t
Just like my tears
I simply feel exhaustion
From fighting with myself , with this day
With every day
Funny when I want to cry or need to
I feel numb inside
I give up to the night
I give up until the sun shines
Tonight it’s just the way it has to be
This really is something unique
I feel the tears building up
Yet I can't cry
Not this time

Irish

I remember
back when life was simple --
unknown adventure
waiting to capture me.

I remember
back when loving was easy --
your smile, a few words
could make my day.

I remember
back when emotions were logical --
laughs meant good, tears meant bad
and everything balanced out.

All we running
To being tycoon
Paths may be vary
But,surely'll meet someday
Mayn't in the busy daylight
So,at the end of the day
When all lights get faded
When " eyes get closed
Yeah,you believe it or not
But,my heart says so
May be you're busy
Even you don't have time
To bid "GOOD BYE"
But,the day I utter "GOOD BYE"
For the last time
I'm sure you must do come
After the hard-working
Busy schedule of the day
I'm sure you'll come
With a flower booksy in your alms
Wearing a milk-white gown
I swear you'll come
To bid me "GOOD BYE"
In the way of prayer
With half-folded legs
Your eyes must be wet
But,alas I can't make you smile!
But,be sure
There must be somebody else
To console you
To take away your agonies
To love you
To take care off you
Even more than me
Love you lot!
Miss you forever-Written on 27.11.2012

I simply will not listen,

To anything you say,

I'll sit and drink,

Try not to think,

Of what I did today.

Tears running down my cheeks
I saw your face
I didn't see pain in your eyes
Even though you were breaking my heart
I saw relief that you'd be rid of me
You never wanted anything serious
I guess it got to much for you
So you gave it up
And left me with my heart in my hands
So I had no other choice but to leave with a smile on my face