Broken beyond repair
Time will soon reveal
Growing up as just one the guy
Could **** really **** **** up when the time come she meets a man showing interest
Sure she has experience but
She doesn’t contain any relationship knowledge that most consider to be logic
She’s always been one the dudes
An underdog for dudes in various crews
She let herself be used
Just for the fact she was wanted even if it be just for the night
She taught herself it was alright
To stand on her own
Time went on she remained as underdog
Until she met the man who showed her all of what she never expected to happen in this lifetime
It all was tough even more since she had no ex boyfriends or guys drooling to her presence
Everything was confusing
Because she grew up a just one the dude
She thought it be too good to be true
That one day a dude would be more than a friend , lover or be even better
A best friend and lover
That’s not meant for people like her
People like her could only get to lucky to be an underdog, just one the guys
So even now she believes it’s all too good to be true Hahahaha jokes on you
She will remain ruined
With only time to tell
If there ever comes a true man
Big enough to reveal
She’s more than just one the dudes
She’s a real queen
And deserves to feel
What most don’t care for these days
Doesn’t all this sound lame
Gunna hit the hay
Before I have to pay
For sharing what shouldn’t be said

Expectations set so high from everyone you know. Doesn't help when a ***** stay feeling so low, you know? It makes em feel deeper in the hole and no hope to accomplish their real goals. A lost so all wandering the world all on their own and more where to go, to lay their head & have some type of little escape. With so many people setting their goals of what they should be and when to be done by raises the anxiety extremely high. Ending nights with feelings of wishing to just die or maybe be a little high. Set for failure from start when you'very always been told "you'll be the one who gets far, making your life the most" but that's what is not realized when they're telling em they'll reach all these goals. Everything you do, ain't just for you and it affects more than just the life you live. WI think everyone's expectations of you, you're not longer just one. You're all of them, all of the goals they've created into a list. Doesn't matter what you've already done or how far you've come; it'll go unnoticed if it's not from their lists . You'll be left, stuck in your head struggling to really live. Praying to just succeed already so everyone will be pleased and your soul could be set free from things you never wished to even achieve. Finally you can go and be the person you dreamt to be, do the things that make you feel pleased. Your soul is free now go out and finally live. Who knows how long you have before your time comes.