Stop acting
like you don't
give a ****;
I know you do.
stop bringing me d
                                o
                             ­   w
                                n
further than I already
am. Don't push me in
the hole I'm f
                         a
                            l
                              l
 ­                               i
                                ­  n
                                     g
in anyway, without your
help. Stop pretending
your life has no meaning
and trying to be like me.
you can smile and be
happy whilst I am still
empty. Nothing makes it
better and you trying to
understand doesn't help.
Just STOP!
You will never get it, you
just puncture; making
things                 worse.
letting                 me stand
with a                 hole in my
body                   and all the
pain but nothing leaving.

We are a collection
of fear
of what we will
regret
when we are no
longer able to
take in breath

Everyone fears
leaving a blank
journal
behind
For those
readers who
survive

It's important that you remain strong,patient and determined when you've failed...for the path to success is never easy
And it's equally important that you stay humble when you've succeeded for pride and arrogance always causes downfall
Failure shouldn't break you down
And neither should success turn you into a show-off

People are staring, are they looking at me?
What is it this time? What could it be?
I know I'm not pretty or skinny enough
But I put up thick walls and try to act tough
Can they see beneath the surface, through all the cracks?
Do they know about the anxiety or the panic attacks?
Can they see the cuts and bruises that litter my skin?
Oh how I hope they can't see what's within

Boiling blood, pounding heart
I knew someday we'd be torn apart
Body to body, skin to skin
Where does our story even begin?
I was naive, experience I lacked
Little did I know your intentions were cracked
Thought it was love, but it was really just ***
Oh how I pity the poor girl who's next

Its your name
And her favorite color
You only want to play guitar
She only wants to hear
I wonder where you are
She wonders where you are
Because you've never had a home
Without her

The time hurts
The day ones
The words say
Love
The end knows
The heart feels
The mind chose
Love

Its your night
And her hope for tomorrow
You only want to sing and dance
She longs to dance with you
I wonder how you've been
She wonders how you've been
Because you never seem to smile
Without her

The rain points
The tears pile
The mind screams
Love

But all your seeing now
When you look into the sky
You've never seen color
Without her