I live in a world,
where being alone in public is a fear,
I love to be alone
But, at school, without a friend
It’s basically a warzone,
Without a weapon, without a shield
And i hope you feel better
Cause no one else was here
And i’m so sorry
For doing the same to you…
But if you can,
Please come back,
I know its hard, but im all alone
One friend sick,
Another missing,
One at therapy,
And one gone to her home for school,
I guess today, i’ll be brave
Cause i'm alone, and it’s a sunny day

I don't even know who I am anymore. Or maybe I do and I just don't know how to be her anymore...


I gave you more of me than I had to give.

I still love you. But I'd rather just be friends. Because I want you to be happy.

Darling if i could say goodbye, I don't think I would.

Your skin threw me off,
And for that,
I regret who I am...
But I will work towards destroying my walls,
I know my biases are there,
And I will try to be careful,
Cause, believe it or not, I know it’s not fair.
I understand the wrongness of my thoughts,
And I hope we can still be friends.
Cause you really care....

My arms ache,
from trying to hold you

Blue
We are blue
Glowing in light and colour and life
Ineffably bright

Moving in the rhythm of our secrets
Loving on the color
Blue
We are blue
Igniting the colours of this life in all of their vibrancy.

You and I
We conflate together
Never  alone.
I've got you.
and you've got me

Time is trickling past
Friends and lovers
One soul blurs into another
So many people but just one face
So many colours but only one I can’t erase
The colour of the sky that we gazed upon mid June
The gently lapping waves of the lake that
Threatened to take you

The light in your eyes that separates you
A billion lives flicker and take flight
Green and grey and brown and white
In the midst of a rainbow of emotion and life
There is a pale flash, once, then twice

We are but snapshots of existence on this earth
We rise and then fall in an instant
Death, followed by birth
In the short time we have, I seek much and find little

It’s okay though, because
I am blue
And so are you

I like the feeling of being held.
So if i become a hostage, i do not know if i would struggle.

i can tell you exactly how my heart is being ripped apart,
And you're not here to tell me;
"shhhhh Sunshine. It's alright. I've got you."
Oh, how I miss your arms.
I want your hugs.
Not talking to you is so hard.
When the person I'd turn to for comfort,
Is you...

Darling,
melancholy tastes so sweet,
when I think about how I love you

You, are not broken.
You will rise again,
so close this book and
breathe.

Fast asleep
Dark, alone in the deep
Rise again
oh, how beautiful it was then.