If you were mine I'd tell you how i feel But we're separated by miles miles of love miles of brain blocks This night i thought of you As the warm sunlight drifted into a humid midnight I remembered us I layed on top of my poofy comforter, all that covered me was the pleasant air softer than its been all year... The tiny fan I used to listen to, playing again Covering me, back and forth with ripples of wind I sat there and thought of white beaches and beds outside The fan blowing over the two of us, snuggling closer this time We were only five, but even then i knew I wanted to make you mine.
Snow, drifting in and out of my mind. Sun, shining through the cracks in my chest. Rain, pouring out of my overflowed eyes. Music soothing, writhing in my soul. The world has shifted. Ever so slightly. Can you tell? Have you noticed?
When I get up in the morning, I’ll see you. ... All we ever do is pull apart. But I’d love to see this through, Cause Darling you’re more special than you know. More bright than you’ll ever conceive, Kinder than soft words, Softer than my mother’s silk pillows.
I'm here to stay. Howling, your demons fight and scratch and scream. I know Honey. We're still best friends. Hush your whimpers, I know they whisper in your ear. Sometimes I can hear them too. You're a queen and a broken one at that. But I'm here now, to hold and keep you as best I can. You can fight back. I'll still be here. as hard as you push away. I'm still here.