Yeah sure I was a fool
Yeah sure I failed in school
But what the ****
The state owes me
So why should I fight to find a job
When the state pays me to be a slob
Suckers like you can pay the bill
While I smoke crack and sell some ****
I live in a welfare state
Coin the money and don't give a ****
Oh, Oh at education I wasn't good
But don't ******* me about what I need
A pump of ****** is proper food
You failed me in my time of need
Now the needles bite gives me the feed
Of slow death flowing through my veins
And at thirty I said my last goodbyes

~I knew from the moment we met,
That it was to be you.
You fell for me also, my signal that our love was true.
Your eyes hold the stars of the sky,
Your positivity lifts me up,
You're the one for me,
I see,
Forever yours I'll be.
But this is not about me,
This is all for you.
I don't need to know what you look like,
To tell you that you look amazing.
And I don't need to hear the words, I love you~
To know this is a true feeling we share.
Our rose of love has just bloomed,
You know it's true, you know it's true.
Without you to help me,
To save me from the dark,
Where would I be? Where would I be?
If I were to die tonight,
I would only want you by my side.
It's you that I see, it's you that I see.
I love us,
But more importantly,
I love you. I love you.
Shine like the star you are,
Soar above the rest,
Show them who you are my dear,
Show them you're the best!
My love for you will never change,
You stood up for me.
You told them how to be.
You defended me with words of beauty,
And showed me the world so I could see.
You're the only person who's ever defended me,
The only one.
And hoping our love will surely grow,
I just want you to know,
Thank you for being you.
And nobody else.
Always remember us.
Always remember us~

When I asked him why he said such cruel words,
He told me he did it out of love.

When I asked him why he threw things,
He told me he did it out of love.

When I asked why he threw a bottle at me,
He told me he did it out of love.

When I asked him why he hit me,
He told me he did it for my own good.

When I asked him why he forced me,
He told me to get out of his sight.

When I asked him why he choked me,
He told me to die.

I guess the answer isn't always
*because I love you.

I wrote a political piece,
I wrote an ****** epic,
I wrote a satire on society,
I wrote a rhyming rhapsody...
But I decided to delete them
With my fifty page science fiction novella...
Oh... What have I done?

I wrote this despicable blurb to express my despair.

To make this a challenge,
I'm doing me.
So, good things on me....
I can write pretty well
I finished NaNoWriMo
Uh.....
I type pretty fast when I get into it
I'm in chorus
I can do school stuff if I try
Uh....
I'm alive?
Is that a good thing?
Not everyone hates me
I may have a few friends
Um.....
I don't know any more
But thank you Andy
For that challenge,
It sort of did help.