Hell is a place where there is no longer a reason.

Maybe it was your laugh, or your eyes, or the way you smile. Or maybe it was your voice, or your personality. Whatever it was, it made me fall pretty **** hard. And now I've been losing sleep. I lay awake on my bed; twisting and turning. Thinking of you is becoming my hobby now. Where are you? What are you doing? How are you? All these questions arise in my head. I  start missing you, even more, my heart starts aching to talk to you. In those moments, I pull up our old chats. Reread them; first, laugh and then cry. And then. All those promises we made. All those jokes you cracked. All those beautiful things you said to me. All those silly names you gave me. Everything crosses my mind. I miss you like crazy. But then I realize, missing somebody is a part of loving. So I lay under the covers, alone, missing you.

What if the world felt everything except love? Would there would be any hate in the world? Could people feel betrayed, hurt or lost? Or can they be truly happy. But how can they be happy if they can’t love. In all honesty love surrounds us even when we don’t realize it. It’s such a crucial piece of our lives and it affects us In the most inconvenient way. It brings us together, it destroys our conscious, but it brings us back up again in the most beautiful way and it’s so hard to avoid that undeniable truth. Love is you. Love is the kids playing outside, or a dog playing with a tennis ball. There is so much good in this world. Yet people are so selfish to put their hate and anger towards one person or many. All I have to say is open your eyes and find the bigger picture. And the bigger picture is you. Don’t forget that. So fall in love, make mistakes, and most of all love the life you’ve been given because you are unique. In no other world that we know of there is life. Only our earth and between space and the cosmos no thread of life can be found. Except this glorious world full of life and love. So when you are having doubts or regretting something you’ve done, remind to yourself that you are a human being filled with wonders living life either at a fast pace or a slow pace. Remember someone loves you don’t forget that. I love you.

I’m sorry if I seem to cling to you like you are going to leave me or act like your mine. But in reality I want to love you like this everyday. Even though I haven’t meet you, it seems pretty crazy that I keep falling for you. But our meeting is due and it’s time I get to see you. You’re the reason I have heart emojis on my iPhone. This is the closest I’ve gotten to love an I don’t want to lose it but, if you don’t end up liking what you see I won’t blame you. I can’t get mad at you because all I wish is for you to be happy. Knowing happiness is around you is all I want for you.  You are so beautiful. You’re the definition of divine beauty. You’re more beautiful than the heavens themselves. You’re probably heaven itself manifested In this world yet everyone is so blind to see but not me. I love the thought that I could just keep writing this poem and I can’t find the end for it. That’s how my love for you is. It feels endless and I don’t want it to change. I want to go through hardships, success, and make dreams come true with you. So I’ll wait for you to see if we can accomplish each other’s dream. I love you.

I used to dislike being sensitive. I thought it made me weak. But take away that single trait, and you take away the very essence of who I am. You take away my conscience, my ability to empathize, my intuition, my creativity, my deep appreciation for the little things, my vivid inner life, my deep awareness of others’ pain, and my passion for it all.