The clock ticks midnight
The beginning of a new year
New decade, a new month
We all smile and laugh at the opening of a new chapter
But why does everything feel the same

i always ask you why you treat me so good, and you always say the same thing.
"because im in love with you"
if youre in love with me why do you treat everyone else like that too..

god that sounded pathetic

i like guys...
but i also like girls
why?
i dont know
how could i not

the soft curves and delicate touch
my favorite lipstick, just can't get enough
the sweet perfume
and her lighting up the room
the long legs and mischievous smile
feeling things that took a while
to fully process and realize
that i cannot continue living lies

now don't get me wrong
i still like men
but i can't resist  
my cravings for them