I miss the taste of your lipgloss
The sticky feeling on my tongue
When our mouths collided
The intensity increasing
That all started from a single kiss
Nobody else in that moment mattered
I wish now
That I had held onto that moment longer
I know you probably never think about that night
But it’s all I ever do

I should’ve eaten less
I should’ve exercised more

people see smoldering flames  
crawling up her veins
and think of empires collapsing into ash,

people watch her eyes spark
and feel her calloused electricity
and they convince themselves of her power  

she broods and she intimidates    
and they think she is strong
and they think she is dangerous
and they are afraid of her fire

even though the only thing she tries to destroy
is herself.

College.

You ever just.
Yeah.