I am a constant cry inside
It gets to me all the time
I can't seem to forget about it
It seems it has embedded itself into my mind
Why can't I put it aside
It has gotten me deep inside
I am constantly bugged by it all the time
It won't stop, i can't stop, something about it
It is like a constant buzz or ring in my mind
I can't help but sigh......

As i get ready to sleep, all i can do
Is think about you!
But i know I need to sleep, so i will wish you a good night
And hope you sleep tight!

I wish to seek for the perfect flower
To find a beauty as wonderful as you
An isolated yet bloom of joy
A tender and gentle lotus
Oh so fragile
I can see it glimmering
Sparkling an amusing sight
Oh so lovingly
But it is so far away...
Unreachable
Just like you

There was once a horrid alcoholic
At least that what someone said
But maybe they didn't care
Maybe drinking was the only thing keeping them going

Maybe...
Because it reminds them of someone
Or how smoothly someone came into their heart
Someone filled their mind and body with warmth
Happy thoughts and feels
Allowing their worries to soar free
Relieving them of pain
Keeping their mind away from harsh realities
Someone made their life a living fantasy
A surreal ecstasy
Love that would last for evermore

Only it didn't
It isn't there anymore
Someone left
Now
The person is here
Drinking so that maybe... they can keep going
Unrealistically..

Melancholy sea
Drowning in tears of sorrow
From the pain you hide