Trigger warning: Self harm, cutting, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts


I want you to watch
Watch me
Watch as I hurt
Watch as I abuse myself
‘Cause I don’t really care anymore
I’ll open my wrists
I’ll exhaust my heart
Burn out my mind
I’ll empty my stomach
I’ll tremble with weakness

I want to stumble and fall
I want you to catch me
Prove you care
Prove you’re there
Beg me to stop
Take the temptation from my hand
Share my burdens
Because I can’t bear them anymore
Not alone

Stay my hand
Take the blade
When I’m too weak to let it go
Tend to my wounds
Take away my chemicals
The ones I use to hide
Because you want to see me
Not my masks
Because you care
You want to care for me
You know I’m no longer capable

I want to be weak
I want to be ill
Starving
Shaking
Bleeding
Dying
And I want you
To care

She's ugly but I want her.
The truth is , we all know a gal like that.
And the truth is a lot like that gal.

His eyes spoke profoundly what his lips couldn't utter.
©Sonia Ettyang

Girl, you gave him a lot
But, he does not deserve you
He has put you through so much
He has sadly torn your heart in two
You continue to stay by his side
In spite of the constant pain
All of your bright sunshine
Has sadly, turned into rain

I have no words left to say.
This empty feeling won’t go away.
Everything comes and go.
No one ever stays.

every time
i see a blue
pick-up truck
i flinch
even though
i know
you don't drive
one anymore

We cut when we’re not brave enough to die, just yet just yet

truth is, i would jump off a cliff if my friends did
not to follow aimlessly
but to save them
and if need be
i would jump first
so they would not have to.