I hate this
I hate what’s happened
I hate what we’ve done
What I’ve done...
I don’t want you to just be some old memory
You’ve meant too much to me
I still feel the sharp pain of your absence
I feel the loss in my heart
The aching in my chest
I feel the guilt in my wrist
Ghost pains of lines that won’t fade
I feel the longing in my throat
As my eyes well with tears
Because you’re not here
And I just... I miss you...
I love you.

on the loneliest of nights
the cicadas filled the silence

and when they go away
the thought of you sinks back in

love is clumsy
love is loud

and if this isn’t love
why can’t i hear anything else other than you

Each tick of the clock gets louder.
Needed to get your face out of my head.
Tested and tormented every time.
The infatuated thoughts fill my head.

Why do you keep doing this to me?.
Bring me to my knees just for fun.
My pain is your thrill and you love it.
Sleep brings me no peace.

Tossing and turning.
Some things should never be rekindled.
Some love needs to die.
Why can't you just let these feelings die.

Your an infatuation.
Your the torment I am sick of feeling.
This maybe a game of chess.
But I am done playing.

Just go and forget me forever.
Don't look for me in someone else.

And if you just hurt me this could be easy
But you've been nothing but true
Your truth is just that you don't love me
Nearly as much as I've loved you

And so I have to go.