Why...
I ask myself,
Why can't i be good enough?
I'm either too quiet or too loud,
too energetic or too dull, lifeless...
I'm too nice or too mean,
too dramatic or too emotionless, numb...
I feel everything or i don't feel enough...
Why...
Am i never good enough?
I love myself yet i despise my existence...
Why...
Is it that the only person who thinks I'm
enough,
is the person who deserves the world,
the world i can't provide...
But maybe he can show me that for once,
I am good enough...