Your beauty match a cherry blossom tree
No a garden!
The love that grow inside of me.
The start of spring!
Getting warmer, getting brighter.
Makes my head feel lighter.
It must be love.

In public I act independent
No need for care or attention

But in privacy I pray for your love...

I cannot give you love.
I can only give you kindness.
I am sorry.
You love me.
But I do not love you.
I am sorry.
I feel pain.
But so do you.
A pain much greater than mine.
I am sorry.
I like you, I really do.
But I can only give you
what my heart has to offer.
And that is kindness.
A kindness I know is slowly killing you.
I am sorry, I don't know what else to do.
You are addicted.
Addicted to me.
I am sorry.
I want to cure your addiction.
But I cannot come near you.
I am sorry.
"Let us stay friends."
A wish for me.
A nightmare for you.
I am sorry.
You lost hope.
I lost a friend
I am sorry. Goodbye...

Please little heart
in my chest
You don't you have to
please him
for the rest of your life
He is no god
He is no angel
He is just a mortal man
But still he touch my heart
like no one ever could
oh please little heart forget him
for the sake of both of us.

I saw everyone eating love
So I thought I should give it a try.
But the taste was bitter sweet...

Take my fragile heart
Keep it safe I beg you.
Don't tear it apart.
But love it with care.
It will grow.
I promise.
It will give cover.
From the baking sun.
And the fruits.
Will we enjoy together.

One* I love, and one loves me.
I would give the one all my time.
But the second one I refuse to see.
Love is not fair and Love does not care.

But I wish it really was...I wish it really did.

The past is my poetry
and my foolishness, my fuel
I loved with hope
I loved with joy
I loved with all my heart
I played an open hand

and lost.

I stood up again.
and lost again
to the simple smile

a smile so beautiful
so innocent
and yet so dreadfully deceiving
sparking a sense of hope
for hopeless love.

But I was a fool
Walking into a cave of cruelty
stuck in a prison of pain
And I didn't run
I waited.
Smiling and hoping for love

blinded by hope
blinded by "love"
my mind froze
while the seasons passed

The way I loved you
was unhealthy
corrupting the very core
of my character
it melted my loving heart
leaving only a puddle of tears

I still love you. I do.
but the way I love you
has changed.
I no longer hope.
Instead, I walk
with my head held high
granting my heart
to those who deserve it.

Black and white
moon and sun
day and night
old and young
Here I stand
in the middle
of a duality
wondering what
is reality.