Today, I saw the sunrise.
Yes, I was up all night.
But it wasn't as sweet as it used to be.
I was up all night, suffering from insomnia, in tear puddles caused by your memories.
As the sun kept rising I hugged the teddy you gave me, for my eighteenth birthday, a little tighter, wishing it was you.
Some days are just worse than others. I wish i could share these moments with him. Love is a tricky *****. It'll cause pain and pleasure all at once.