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193 · Nov 2019
Thank You For Answers
Malia Nov 2019
Thanks for an answer
That’s all I can ask for
When “knowledgeable” people
Don’t tell me anything
Thank you for answers
Thank you for hearing me
Thank you for listening
And not talking as much.
192 · Oct 2019
As snow falls
Malia Oct 2019
As snow falls
I am filled with calm
Until I am reminded
Remembering
That people put Christmas decorations
Up before Halloween.
The calm is banished
Because
Who the frick does that??
190 · Oct 2019
Ode to the people
Malia Oct 2019
You give me life
Yet you **** me
A little every day.

I ask of you
What did I ever do to you?
Except nourish
And raise you
All for you to rule me.

Love, Earth
190 · Oct 2019
Bad for the heart
Malia Oct 2019
If what is bad for the heart
Is good for art
Then you’re gonna make me into a Picasso.
189 · Jun 2019
Twilight
Malia Jun 2019
The stars
Start to peek out
Waking up
From their sleep
Climbing out
The horizon.

Is it
An airplane
Or a shooting star
Passing by?

I can never tell.
In my collection The Night
187 · Feb 2020
Why am I not good enough
Malia Feb 2020
Why am I not good enough.
I wake up.
I look into the mirror trying to remember what I look like before.
I walk into my closet.
No clothes good enough.
I find some people might like.
Tight clothes, uncomfortable too.
But the fact is that everyone will like them.
I put on makeup trying to recognize the girl I saw when I woke.
I can’t.
The girl in the mirror, stealing my reflection.
You walk into school with girls you don’t even like
But they are popular
That’s all you wanted.
You can’t though
Because you work hard at school
And you stop working hard to walk in with those girls
Why am I not good enough
You look at those popular girls wishing you were them
Why am I not good enough
That night you take off your makeup
Why am I so ugly
Why am I not good enough
I am good enough
Wake up the next morning
Wear clothes you comfortable in
Wear no makeup
Be the person you are.
Work hard in class
Get straight As
You are good enough.
I do not claim the credit for this. This poem is by my friend Hannah Watson.
187 · Jun 2019
Strawberries
Malia Jun 2019
Writing
Is like eating strawberries.
They’re both
Delicious and good for you.

Sometimes you write
Even though you don’t need to.
Sometimes you eat strawberries
Even if you don’t need to.
I would unpost this, but it’s such a fail it’s funny.
186 · Nov 2019
Which one?
Malia Nov 2019
“Sanity is not statistical”
According to George Orwell
You cannot measure
Human brain-power
Insanity
Or any of the like.

No percents
Or dotted graphs
Can show you if you’re crazy.

You might be the crazy one
Or the world is the one who’s wrong.
Malia Oct 2019
You envelope me
Surround me
Surreally surpassingly sizable.

Your blue majesty
Blankets me
Making my world a bit brighter.

Love, Earth
181 · Apr 2020
We Will Be Okay-Just Wait
Malia Apr 2020
Evil and good is based on perspective
But I know that you are not even close to evil

You might be afraid I might leave you
But I won’t, I won’t, I won’t

Happiness is hard to get and even harder to keep
But you are it, and I won’t leave you

The world may be scary and sad
But I am here, and we will be okay

We may not be okay
But it will happen
Someday

Meanwhile
Accept your demons
And accept yourself
While you still have to deal with them
181 · Nov 2019
The Pityful Little Girl
Malia Nov 2019
I look in the mirror
And I don’t recognize
The pitiful little girl
Gazing back.

There is so much sadness
In her eyes
In these moments
When it’s just me and her
No one else there
No one I have to be happy for.
181 · Nov 2019
Dear Younger Me
Malia Nov 2019
Consult with the rain
Speak with the flowers
Keep your individuality
Don’t be like the others.

Keep your angelic innocence
But if you lose it, don’t be bitter
Be a misser or hitter, but don’t be a sitter
Follow your gut and also your heart
Your intuition matters.

Don’t doubt yourself so much
Have faith in yourself
Keep your kindness
Always offer a hug, even when their tears soak your shirt.

Just be you.
177 · Oct 2019
Younger
Malia Oct 2019
When I was younger
Things were simple
I was simple
I miss simple.

When you were younger
You were my best friend
We were best friends

Where did we go?
175 · Sep 2019
Feel
Malia Sep 2019
Some things cannot be memorized
Thought out.

Sometimes logic
Cannot solve.

Sometimes one must feel
And it may be hard
That’s ok
Because you can’t always get by
Being booksmart.
174 · Oct 2019
Don’t equivocate
Malia Oct 2019
Please
Don’t equivocate
I want to know
What you are trying to say.

Please
Just tell me
Because I don’t understand
What you want from me.

What do you want from me?
e·quiv·o·cate
/əˈkwivəˌkāt/
verb
use ambiguous language so as to conceal the truth or avoid committing oneself.
172 · Apr 2020
Poor Sisyphus
Malia Apr 2020
Poor poor Sisyphus
Rolling a stone up a hill
Nearly get to the top, he did
But the rock rolled down and fell.

Crushed beneath the burden
Of his own type of hell
Destined to labor forever
Rolling that **** stone up a hill.
Anyone else feel like Sisyphus sometimes?
Malia Oct 2019
You seem not to me cold
But beautiful and pure
Your cool, distinct touch,
Taking residence everywhere.

Your grace is unimaginable
Landing softly on the ground
A ballet dancer
Maybe even pointe.

Love, Earth
171 · Dec 2019
Am I Afraid of Myself?
Malia Dec 2019
I just realized
I say real a lot
Am I afraid of the fake
Am I afraid of lies?

I don’t know
Because I lie a lot
Sadly
I need to fix that
Am I afraid of myself?
171 · Nov 2019
Colors
Malia Nov 2019
You see grey
Where I see yellow
Sunshine colors
Vibrant orange.

While you are surrounded
By bright blues
And pretty pinks
I am enveloped
By blacks
And dreary browns.

Why can’t we ever see the same?
170 · Jun 15
Volander
Malia Jun 15
When I was kid,
I’d look up at the sky and wave
At the airplanes passing by,
I’d wave down from an airplane
Hung up high,
I’d wave and think myself seen.
I remember being seven years old and
The hot air balloon operator said
To keep all limbs inside the vehicle
And my parents kept nudging me to the middle–
Safe and nested.
But I didn’t stay there for long, no
I pushed out to the edge, on tiptoes to
Look down at the great big
Everything.
Only half the thrill is fear of falling.
The rest is how it feels to float.
Volander:

Noun. The ethereal feeling of looking down at the world through an airplane window, able to catch a glimpse of the far flung places you’d never seen in person, free to let your mind wonder, trying to imagine what they must feel like down on the ground–the closest you’ll ever get to an objective point of view. 𝑪𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑫𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝑶𝒃𝒔𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒔.
168 · Jun 2023
waves
Malia Jun 2023
it comes and goes like waves,
she said to me.
it’s okay, one day, it’ll go away,
she said to me.
the ocean never stays the same, you know,
she said to me.
if that great, big body of water can change,
so can you,
she said to me.

i love you,
i said to her.
lol typing without proper capitalization is so ~aesthetic~.
Malia Oct 2019
When I’m being rained on
And the sun finally reveals itself
You are the one wonderful wonder
Showing me the color I had forgotten.

You fill me with amazement
As you arch overhead.
Making me wish
Instead of Earth I could be sky.

Love, Earth
167 · Dec 2019
Real Idioms
Malia Dec 2019
It’s raining cats and dogs
And probably raining hogs
What if our own idioms
Suddenly became real?

“Oh, all I did was **** time”
Say that, and end up in jail
And hell, for that matter.
“Punch the clock”
Ow, that hurt
Don’t punch solid wood kids.
167 · Dec 2019
A Dreamer and a Visionary
Malia Dec 2019
I’m a dreamer, a visionary
I see a future full of wonder
A fantastical fantasy
Where I might be free
But I can never be free
From me.

I live in the future
I dismiss the past.
Memories hardly forgotten
Rise to the surface
Just to be drowned out again.

I am a dreamer, a visionary,
But I am lost in my dreams
My thoughts scatter in various directions
And I can’t find the present again
The past creeps behind me
Getting vengeance.
166 · Feb 2020
Inner Monologue #1
Malia Feb 2020
I have always thought in words.
An inner monologue
Always was busy with thought.
Today I was thinking
About differences.
We all have differences
We are different
We embrace these differences.
Or, at least most of us do.
Well, anyways,
I thought:
Aren’t we all human?
We are-at the core-
The same.
We are equal in our humanity.
In fact,
Sentient creatures of all kinds
Share a certain humanity-
A certain awareness-
That all living things hold.
So therefore,
Why do humans, who so intensely value their own humanity,
Why do they oppress
And afflict pain
Unto their fellow beings of humanity?
Of course
I am not an exemption
Of the **** sapiens habit
Of inconsideration.
I am imperfect as the rest of you are-
I just want to know what drives
A few select humans
To be so unkind.
164 · Nov 2019
A Conversation With Myself
Malia Nov 2019
You are not the same on the inside
You wear a mask
Why won’t you let me see
The beauty you keep from me?
164 · Aug 2024
Newest Edition
Malia Aug 2024
Now they are all wondering
If, this time, I will reform
Or return to stumbling
Through life as if it’s a chore.

I hope I’ll be different,
To be rose-tinted, lovely.
I’ll reclaim lost innocence,
Locked, a key fitting snugly.

This, for love with conditions,
All this, to just make them proud.
I’m the newest edition,
Won’t you believe in me now?
Today I tried out an Ae Freislighe! The Irish really love their hyperspecific rhyming patterns…
163 · Mar 2020
An Astronomical Romance
Malia Mar 2020
One day
I’ll be blown away
And you can look for me there
I’m not quite sure where.

I’m not sure what you are
You seem like a Star
A star that’s dying
And becoming a black hole.
I know that if I get ****** in
If I get ****** into him
I’ll get ripped to pieces
Yeah, I won’t come out again.

I think you must have come
From a planet revolving around another sun,
Because when you speak
I seem to think
That two atoms have collided.
When we crashed it was like the Big Bang
Two particles floating, floating away,
But then you slammed into me
And you blew me away.

One day
I’ll be blown away
And you can look for me there
I’m not quite sure where.
Malia Jun 2019
There once was a cat
And he took a good swat
At a mouse that scurried away
The mouse-dignity frayed-ended up ok
But he never saw the end of that.
You can imagine how much his friends teased him.
163 · Jan 2020
Slow Down
Malia Jan 2020
Fast
Fast                 Fast
    Fast
          Fast                   Fast
                 Fast
               Fast                             Fast
   Fast

Just slow down.
I can’t catch up.
Don’t leave me behind.
Not again.
162 · Jun 2019
Like Water
Malia Jun 2019
Sadness is like water.
You sink beneath it
And it tells you to stay.

When you do,
it shrinks you
And wrinkles you
Until you’re nothing more
Than a clump of pruny skin
In a bathtub of sad.

To be honest
I’m usually happy,
I’m the happy me everyone needs.

But when I break
I crack
I cry ‘cause I’m human,
I hold the sad like a blanket.

But the blanket is ice cold
Yet it still takes a while
To throw it off my shoulders.
162 · Feb 2020
Beauty
Malia Feb 2020
Humans
Are always fascinated
By beauty.
And yet
When we see the world’s beauty
We destroy it
In a greedy attempt
To take it for ourselves.
158 · Dec 2019
Friend/Enemy
Malia Dec 2019
Beauty seems to darken
In the shadows of this
Worsening existence.
Sounds jump at me
Sabotaging my happiness.
Fear is my only enemy.
.
.
.
Fear is my only friend.
157 · Nov 2019
A Dark Cloud
Malia Nov 2019
I look up overhead and see
A dark cloud that’s constantly following me
157 · Oct 2019
Must you
Malia Oct 2019
Must you be so annoying?
Must you be so rude?
Must you be so everything
That ruins the mood?

I say to the mirror.
“They got me in the first half, not gonna lie.”
157 · Jul 2019
The News
Malia Jul 2019
Here’s our breaking news:
A church shooting
Bullet holes in pews.

Here it is; news of the day
Down in Texas
A hurricane.

The more I watch
The more my hopes
Unravel
Like weathered ropes.
156 · Feb 2020
Too Much
Malia Feb 2020
I’m splitting at the seams.
I’m drowning in reams and reams
Of papers that are due,
I’m breaking because of you too.

Everything is becoming too much
You tell me to quiet, to hush,
But I can’t because there’s too much to do,
I’m sorry, I cannot listen to you.
156 · Nov 2019
A Nightmare Set Free
Malia Nov 2019
If this is all a dream
A messed up fantasy
A nightmare set free
Into the real world
Why haven’t I woken up yet.
155 · Nov 2019
A real fantasy
Malia Nov 2019
Is this a real fantasy
Lost in my own ecstasy
Convinced this is reality
But really it’s just a dream.
155 · Apr 2020
All That You Can Fix
Malia Apr 2020
Amid the chaos
Of humanity
We try to fix
All of the wrong things
Convinced that
Fixing small problems
Will hand us
A small semblance
Of control.
153 · Dec 2019
Untitled
Malia Dec 2019
Can I depend on you?
Do you think so too?
Can I let you in?
Can I trust in you?

I am comfortable with you.
Should I be?
152 · Apr 2020
Sidekicks
Malia Apr 2020
Everyone assumes
The sidekicks are always fine
‘Cause they’re too busy helping
When the hero cries
And the hero doesn’t have to worry
About getting hurt and dying
‘Cause you never **** off a hero
But the sidekick’s another story.
It hurts sometimes
For your story to be ignored
‘Cause we all got a story
But we are all told
That some are more important
Some mean more
But they’re wrong
Sidekicks have stories too
But no one cares about them
Until one of them is you.
Malia Dec 2019
You ask
Why I cause issues
All the time.
I don’t say
That I don’t cause issues all the time.

You ask me
Why I can’t be normal
I don’t say
I don’t wanna be.

You say you’re scared
I don’t say
I am too.
152 · Apr 2020
All That Was Lost
Malia Apr 2020
Build a tower
To watch it fall
Run and cower
When it calls.

Write a story
To burn the book
Take the glory
Take what was took.

Breath the air
To spit it out
Create with care
To be filled with doubt.
150 · Jun 2019
A friend
Malia Jun 2019
When a friend is sad
Under the blanket of sadness,
It is my job
To pull the blanket off her
And replace it with the warmth
Of my hugs.

That’s what friends are for.
They are also for teasing you unendingly, for being brutally honest to you, and for being lovably annoying, but you know, one thing at a time!
150 · Apr 2020
A Muddled Mind
Malia Apr 2020
A muddled mind
Makes no sense
And that is why
It is the best
At seeing things
Illogical
And making them
Psychological.

A scrambled brain
Has the best ideas
Even when
It’s full of fuzz.
The brilliant
Have narrow scopes
They only predict
What they hope.
No one will know
What I am thinking
Neither do I
I’m just the one who’s inking.
150 · Aug 2023
Reticent
Malia Aug 2023
I don’t hate you.

I’m just reticent.

Reluctant to share where
This hesitation came from
But I swear I care,
I swear I care.

It doesn’t make sense,
This reticence is like barbed wire fence
Around my heart so when
You try to touch it h u r t s.

𝘐 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳-
BLT’s Merriam-Webster word of the day challenge! “Reticent is often used as a synonym of reserved to describe someone who does not readily or openly talk to others. Despite objections from some, reticent is also often used as a synonym of reluctant.” -Merriam-Webster
149 · Dec 2019
Nightmare
Malia Dec 2019
I hear you scream
It pierced my dream
Unless that scream is really me
Trying to claw my way out of a nightmare.
149 · Apr 2020
Kaboom
Malia Apr 2020
We deal with our crap
And others’ problems too
Until we break and we crack
And we go KABOOM.
Malia Jun 2019
All of my friends are crazy
Maybe, just maybe
It’s because I’m super
Crazy too
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