Void - Hello Poetry

Feb 2021

Khaab

From canvas to white pages....from paint brushes to black pens

It was an idle evening
And I was sitting in the lap of Past
Resting my head on her chest
As she slightly moved her hands through my hair.

I told her about....when I painted
With colours and brushes....a colourful world of mine
When canvas and sheets were drenched with bright colours
Bright colours like red, yellow, green, orange and so on.

But now...I can't even recognize them
They are lost in some dusty drawers
Somewhere I can't even remember
Now I live in a world of black and white
White pages drenched with black ink...

Did I lose my bright colours?
Or am I just homing in this black and white world of mine?

From canvas to white pages....from paint brushes to black pens
There was a time when I used to draw and paint all day...but now I just write...I have completley forgotten how to use these brushes and paints...It's just I miss that time. Now it's just me and Poetry♥

#canvas #paints #diaries #blackink

Void Feb 2021

Dissociation

The intricate patterns
Plastered on the wall
So intricate in design
But I've studied it all
The wall is a friend
Of whom I can depend
To console my broken spirits
My mind relaxes
As time passes
And all I do is stare
Nothing seems to matter anymore
As I stare at my wall
As I stare, I start to lose feeling until I feel nothing at all

#depression #numbness #pain #dissociation #ptsd #overwhelmed #alone

Void Feb 2021

Done

I don't get why you always hate me
Its driving me insane
The way you always feel the need to berate me
I feel anger I can't contain
So much for friend
So much for family
Those titles to you mean nothing
You're just projecting
And I'm a walking target for you
But I'm used to being treated like ****
I'm tired of this

#anger #frustration #family #issues

Void Nov 2020

Never Enough

No one
Will understand
That when they complain to me
I don't tell them of my burdens so that I can
listen

No one
Will understand
That when I offer advice
to them
All I want is for them to listen to me, too

#kindness #burdens #pain #depression #loneliness #friendship

Void Oct 2020

Untitled

Welcome to my world
I'm sorry its so dark and dreary

Void Oct 2020

The Ninth Planet

One day, I belong with the rest
I lag behind, just trailing along
No one notices me
Until I'm gone
I'm part of a set
Without me, you're incomplete
But you don't notice me
Until I'm gone
You're still debating whether or not I belong

I've been ostracized from my peers after all the countless years
And now I simply don't exist
I'm left alone
In the frozen, black abyss

#spatial #pluto #lonely #depression #alone #ostracized #sad