i'm scared to let you hold my hand
because i'm afraid my fingers will miss
the warmth of yours once you leave

i'm scared to kiss you
because i don't want my lips
to only remember the taste of yours

i'm scared to look you in the eyes
because i get lost
and i don't want to lose myself

- *CPM

I'm so scared to lose you
to have the thought
of you leaving me
alone and afraid
without you
made to be
my old
broken
self.

I love you so much
Enough to dream about you
Twenty four seven