I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."

when you put your lips
on mine,
that feeling is something
indescribable,
delicate.

and i though i would
get used to that magical feeling.

but as soon as i experienced it,
you were gone,
forever.

and i never tasted your lips again,
or saw your face again,
or heard your voice again.
you were completely gone.

*and i was not prepared for it.

To be honest i'm not okay i'll tell you lies to cover up everything to cover up what i feel for you it's not easy to be in my position i miss you, i miss our random conversations our usual hugs i miss everything that we used to do I wish i didn't tell you the truth i wish you didn't know what i feel for you it's like everything we used to do was gone