blackbiird

blackbiird Jan 2019

sometimes i want someone to take the rain
but leave the pain
so I can watch my heart slowly die
like it was always meant to.

but mind you,
this is not a suicide note
because my soul has already died.

#suicide #depression #loneliness #bpd #sadness

blackbiird Jan 2019

the rain.

The beauty of walking in
the rain is that no one sees you cry.
instead, we are just strangers
getting water in our eyes.

#depression #sadness #lonely #tears #rain #strangers

blackbiird Jan 2019

the day i became a superhero.

The day I became a superhero
Was the day I chose
To stop loving you
Even though my heart
Craved your presence.

The day I became a superhero
Was the day
I chose to walk away
From your abuse.

The day I became a superhero
Was learning to love me for the first time.

#selflove #toxic #relationships #pain #movingon #love #abuse

blackbiird Jan 2019

chase the stars/the barefoot series.

I chased the stars in my dreams
hoping to see them collide in reality.
but only stardust remained
when I woke.
and I knew, our collision could
never emerge from the darkness.

#relationships #love #sadness #over

blackbiird Jan 2019

lonely thoughts. don't help me. i'm okay.

I’m tired of fighting a
Winless battle.
I wish I could reverse
Time and stop me from being born.
But all I have are
These pills that can give me
The permanent sleep I desire.
But then I think of you
And flush them out.

Don't worry, I'm okay.

#suicide #depression #loneliness #bpd

blackbiird Jan 2019

untitled.

Ain’t it funny how you can love someone
One minute
And the next, they’re gone
As if they were never there.

#heartache #sadness #lonely

blackbiird Jan 2019

if our love was poem.

If our love was a poem,

I’d frame it and place it

Next to the Mona Lisa

So that it will live on forever

Next to a masterpiece.

#love #relationships #happiness