Long pages aren't enough..
a sea full of blue ink aren't enough..
a novel of description about you aren't enough..
days and nights to spend with you , aren't enough..
my phone's storage to treasure our memories aren't enough..
my short life to live with you aren't just enough..

Darkness needs no companion.

during winter months
trees are naked silhouettes
without their leaves

How sad not to experience the design of nature if you are constantly looking for the sun

i sense the walls of sanity cracking
unseen
trying to hide in the foundation
trying to escape
but there is nowhere to run
the clues begin to reveal themselves
we drive silent into the country
my Father and i rarely spoke
revealed our fears
our doubts
ourselves
but today i saw a frightened man
a man dealing with an enemy he couldn't control
'I worked hard my whole life. This is not fair'
he fought back tears
but i could not