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253 · Aug 2022
Never Forget Your Destiny.
Descovia Aug 2022
No man or force alive. Can break you down.
From what is meant for you accomplish.
Your heart holds many beliefs, follow them with a strong mind!



There's always room, for a new beginning. There is no need for permanent solutions for temporary problems. You were worth everything poured into your creation from blood to tears in terms of your creation. You do not have to give into the will of being your own destroyer. Your impact is greater than your downfall.
I hope my words are evidence of salvation is obtainable to all whom seek purity and wishes to succeed. The only failure is a person whom does not wish to try or seek guidance.
247 · Oct 2021
Not Another Lost Soul
Descovia Oct 2021
Sound the alarm!
Please, give time to share a post
or a prayer! It save lives!


Dear beloved and oh precious child.
May blessings surround and protect you
From the abductor's attempt to
diminish your sacred light.

We will search high and low.
Near and far.
Scanning the lands to
bring you back safely
no matter where you are.

The alarm never stops screaming
in my heart. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.
Brain feels like it's frying
Frequencies beaming messages to my mind
"Get them to safety!  It must stop! Enhance security"
"The ugly in this glorious world is on the attack

MONSTERS.
Stop preying on vulnerabilities and differences
Innocent people whom are not fully mature enough to make
life changing decisions on their own.
The storm is approaching and blessings be to child
that he, she or they return safe to home.

I will never stop praying and finding ways to help.
I will always search for peace even if I have to fight in war.
The law is not stopping me, from going after you "crisis-creators"
Karma does not have any convictions against my favor.
My mortality is all that is holding me in place.
Wish the same concept held yours in position.

I will not give up on these children.

This world cannot destroy our children

I will not give up on these children.

The light lives in joys of our children..


Sound the Alarm!
I will be ****** if we lose another soul!

In the name of love and grace.
May the abandon return to the rightful passage
life destined them to be on
Amen.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
Trigger warning: The following contain matters on child abduction and wishing to cause harm towards predators.
Descovia Apr 2021
"Yes, tapped into some inner creativity with a friend. Liz your time and assistance with this collaboration. Made my day! THANK YOU FOR SPREADING TRUTH AND FINDING HOPE.

If you love yourself truly. Never stop making room for changes. It can doom your health. The same routine will not guide you rightfully!"

Descovia


Maybe this is all just a test

Imploring me to be my best

Step out from the shadow and let myself shine.

Some days are harder than others, I won’t lie

It will be easier

I know I just need to try...


If I could align the stars
and bring power to Earth
from the Great Devine
I'll never abuse this power
Because it's not even mine...

My focus pushes me harder to grind
Even if this repeats I will continue to survive!
My light is alive! So, I will let it shine
While my life line is connected to time!
So my shadows will not keep me confined!


I will still give it all a try
Oh! I will stand strong
and hold my head high to the sky!

Even through the pain.
I will smile before I cry.

Everyday gets harder
One cannot deny.
So I pray good for karma
and I'm not gonna lie

sigh

Sometimes. It feel like everything
I am facing is on rewind.😑

Liz & Descovia
240 · Sep 2021
Little Heroes.
Descovia Sep 2021
The most impactful movement in history

Will be completed by the greatest parts of myself

To carry on their own legacy, for mine is marked in time.

The ones who presented patience and effort over all

Showed me through all shapes and colors.

What is truly worth it.

Money will not bring happiness or reward my success

The raising and upbrininging of my children is everything of fortune.

I'll give it all, for my little heroes!
This little piece is dedicated to all the children out there. As a father of two boys, and 4 god children. The things, I went through in my younger years with abuse and neglect does not stray me from being a stronger father. I wish to be better in all aspects than the man that called himself my "dad" because there's a difference between the two in my opinion.

The involvement in our childrens' lives matter greatly. It's important they have role models and protectors. Not weekend visitors. There is no such thing as a part time role.

I made my mine up, the moment I wanted life in this world!
239 · Feb 2021
Ice Fire
Descovia Feb 2021
I'll petrify a goon with
the power of ice
Feel my fire coursing
Through the universe's veins
Who is he! What is he?
Spirits of the frozen
  Stay following me
  Repent and cast away
  The pain Into the flames!
  
  Rather be remembered
  as a face without a name
  Don't get yourself played
  Like the game!
  You and I nowhere
   near the same!
  Another year
  dying to live
   for a better change!
  I must become it,
  before I go insane!!


  Underground. Undertaker.
We will go over and beyond
   Before go below or under!
  
I  Burn more trees, than
  a forrest fire in the summer!
  
Don't play me, like
  I won't clap back with thunder!
  
Don't act like
I won't pull up on you
We know shooters and runners

  I am tired of living in a world
  Where we're just a NUMBER!
  
Hope my voice
hunt you Snowflakes
  
in your slumber!
  
It's not about pride
You should been one up!

Even at my lowest I gotta
Keep it 💯

Got so much ****
You only know the sum of

Now I see/ why everyone that

Bangs puts their guns up!

Do what I gotta do

For my babies

From sun rise to sun up

At the end of the day

I just want to

See us all come up!
238 · Mar 2021
Live.
Descovia Mar 2021
Do not forget to remain thoughtful

Do not let hard times make you ungrateful.

Be willing to accept. Before you judge.

or release fault onto someone else.

It costs so much to spew things from a fiery angry mouth.

Relationships.
Mental Health.
Physical Health.
Your emotional and spiritual state are all different things

only common sharing interest of mind is YOU

Do not forget what truly matters.
238 · Aug 2021
I will remain.
Descovia Aug 2021
I will remain Humble. Even though it hurts immensely, knowing...

I have provided to feed more mouths, that had turns of good and bad stuff to share about me.

You ever been in a situation, where your you took the shirt off your own back

to prevent the other from freezing or burning their buns off.

Removed more knives, from my back and fought my demons to the death.

Careless, to the ability if it chose to respawn or not.

I on the other hand.....

Deciding not to emotionally, respond to the negative energy. Continue to do what is required.

Hatred does not give me what is helpful to my living purpose.

Stronger and wiser I will become.

I will remain
Strong For You.
237 · May 2021
Mad at Me. Mad at You
Descovia May 2021
Mad at me
Mad at you
Another mess, I made
No help from you

You mad at me
Mad at you
I been feeling stuck
What can I do?

You got problems
I got problems
We all have things
we going through

Mad at me
Mad at you
We can fix this
Or forget it
Either way
It's up to you.

Close the door
Baby crying
***** kitchen
Turn the lights off
The bills are due!

You be tripping
Who really listens
Our arguments are
nothin new unh

***** ropa (clothing)
on the floor
Enough to swim in
dishes stack in the sink
Another battle in the kitchen
Bob the builder come and fix it!
You mad at me
I am mad at you
All jokes aside
I want to be the difference



We been on the rise
Together making moves
Now you mad at me
I am mad at you
This **** got me
Straight sick
Corona season I am not
talking about ******* flu 😷
235 · Feb 2022
Humane Destiny.
Descovia Feb 2022
I am not an angel.
I am not a demon.
I am more than human.
Going about his way
to restore life in all we believe in.
235 · Feb 2022
Roll Steady
Descovia Feb 2022
Lost in the static
Dropping to my lowest
having issues, but no need to show it!
Stopping bad habits.
It can be hard to manage
Still gotta hold yourself together
through a smile and stay charismatic.
Play my joint when you stuck in sadness
Remember my voice when you feel
you need some magic
I got no times to focus on my tragedies
All you fool wanna see me bad
Micheal Jackson on the run wit Bill Jean
I'll "Rock With You" if you on the right team
I know too many leaders
leaving this realm, to bring life to their dreams
They Don't Care About Us
Systematic sacrifices, always come and through regret they redeem.
Remember that Family Matters! I heard this
from the great 12 since, until I was 13
Mijo, caution on what you say.
and You always Say what you mean!
I been through the highs and lows
and everything else in between.
So forgive me, when I come off mean.
It's my job to make sure
you don't go through the same thing!
\

Life will test you and your advantages
Every time you fall I'll be around
to provide kisses for your boos boos
even when we are all out of bandages
Juice time with cartoon and sandwiches
fun time in imagination,
believe in growing your education
it adds up together basic mathematics
You don't always have to fight
life has rewarded those for being pacifist
Believe in your abilities and your skill set
for everything you do to become a master at it!


I been ripping and running all day
without a stop!
This is like when you're meant for the top!
I don't need riches,
You the cream of the crop!
Remember first impressions, leaves a mark
Your words and actions can do a lot
Take all have, and remember what you got...
Not everyone's your friend believe it or not
Everybody involved in different stories
playing a part just to be in the plot!
Playing around, please knock it off.
Be leader, run this game like a boss.
It's a sport!
Take a loss, it comes with a learning cost.
Get the net, sign a check, earning a stack, quadruple your gross!!!
It don't matter if it's Gucci or Ross!
Now show me what you can do! No excuse!
Anyone can have the Sauce
A brother like me, always been about the juice!
"I'm sorry to Momma" for having a short fuse
I had so much going through my mind.
May be like this until the end of time.
My boy Keep your head up. You a survivor.
My little Sagittarius control your fire!"
I know the Ambitions Az A Ridah.
But we gotta ride steady.. (x's 4)
_You do not have to punish yourself for faults or loss.
It is part of life and your soul will provide you essence
to be the light needed in everyone's life. Mostly your own.
You are important. You make me proud to be your father.
I will live for you, protect you with my life. No, force in this world
puts fear in my heart for you to honor your dream!_

We all love you, and will never stop being your side my son.
230 · Feb 2019
ENIGMA
Descovia Feb 2019
SET ME FREE!!
These intense fires
Trapped within a curse spirit!
Only to seek power wrongfully in
self righteousnes!
The last screams heard

In the walls before they
closed in on me...
Troubled by thoughts that
wrapped me in what could be
Described in physical terms
as a "blanket of cold knives"

For freedom awaits and it will come

What is behind a condemned mind
Pain doesn't define my powers
The joys are keeping me alive!
Emotions and the shift of this world rotating continues to run throughout my body....
Left without a clue
Even a mouth filled with blood
The strength stored in
all my faith to live up to expected beliefs
Never vanished


My prayers will surface
To connect the missing parts
of this world believed to be LOST

The restoration is calling
out to us!
May it be heard in the wind
To unite all our saviors
Whom are blinded by trauma
Who cannot be named...
Of all that remains to be foresaken
Where is the tranquility
You all prayed for?

What is the realistic meaning
To uphold in trivial matters that confines
You to place undeserving, of your character?

Will you continue to journey
Even if the dangers challenge
you in this fight??

This is the adventure of different risks
To test unmeasurable limits!!


The battle between the darkness
and light follows a karma cycle

The vision must not be obstructed

Will you hide in the shadows?

Or

Will you embrace the light?

Tell me now....

DESCOVIA
229 · Feb 2021
Blessing.
Descovia Feb 2021
Gods do live amongst us.

Because, all mothers are angels.

"Los Dioses viven entre nosotros,
por que nuestras Madres son Angeles"
224 · Apr 2021
All For You
Descovia Apr 2021
Why would I not give?
What would I not do?
I free myself from regrets
to give up my anything.
All for you to be my everything.
223 · Dec 2022
Words From a Realist.
Descovia Dec 2022
You love her?
Give her the same
respect as your mother, aunt, sister a woman figure deserves.
Treat her with respect and loyalty.
Support and build with her.
Become each other's peace and not the problem.


It's a "realationship". Hardships will come, you can accomplish anything as a team or with an opened mind.

Forever now.
Through sickness and wealth.
Until death do us part.

215 · Jun 2021
ANXIETY
Descovia Jun 2021
The excessive sweating, uncontrollable worries with rampaging thoughts flying at the speed of Jupiter's winds, forgive me for my fatigue, I oversleep when it was suppose to be only a "nap".

Trying to unscramble my ANXIETY

Sounds more of

"Ain't it for me."

"No exit or taxi" away from this.

What is it, you are doing?

You question yourself a lot?

I try not to. The switch activating my nerves default setting is neither on or off.

It's set to complex. Reminders to myself, realign your mind and eliminate the stress.  

If only that was the case! Stress is a killer, but it would be my savior from ****** cramps causing my disorientation, dizziness and my inability to function.

Delusional or dysfunctional. Either over plan or overthink.

When expectations fail. I feel in all ways generally, it is me. I blame for being irresponsible.

Feeling the emotional energy of all living wonders and people in time pressing on your shoulders.  It's not pleasurable, heart palpitations do not reward me with any justice in slightest.


You think it's me avoiding you. When the words of our human language cannot satisfy, my doubtfulness renders me in a state of peril, of expressing my gratitude for all you do.

I do not know, if its me.
Is it a quiet place or a quiet space needed?
The disconnection wondering inside, if I should detach from all.

A shred of reassurance goes a long way.

Physical health is mental health.

It's okay to not be okay.
215 · Oct 2022
No Other Like You.
Descovia Oct 2022
If a child ever says "You're beautiful"
They are the purest form of innocence on earth.
Believe in them.
Nobody had it perfect growing up.
Our parents are only human.
They are not designed without errors.
Last time, I checked it's okay to make mistakes.
You're stronger than your situation.
Life is what you make of it.
So don't stress yourself over today.
If tomorrow will provide a continuation or series of opportunities.
It may not be perfectly flawless.
There's no other you.
That is what truly beautiful about your individual uniqueness.
Embrace your authenticity. It's rare now a days.
Handle the toughest situations with a smile.
Cause the tears, do not make you weak.
It's cleansing, refreshing
Remember, from that very thing that once sadden you...
You will acquire new found strength to aid
another going through the same battle.
Your strength much like your presence
impact many lives and builds bonds.
Believe in yourself.
Love yourself.
As you should.
There's no other like you.
213 · Apr 2021
I'm a Father.
Descovia Apr 2021
There are many endearments
very pleasurable to listening ears
overfills the heart with abundance    
gives me life to receive and blessings
to revitalize my sorrow consumed soul

It puts a smile on my face
when my lover addresses me as

"KING. AMOR. MI CORAZON.

A male role model or sister figure calls me

"Hermano.  Brother."

You know what feels
better than having control over
all the riches in the world?

Having a small part of your love
blossom into a the most beautiful accomplishment
whom resonates with your essence.

What is the meaning of life to me?

Hearing him call me "Dad"

My placement as family, lives in the graceful hearts
and enlightened minds of unforgettable people.
It is truly meaningful to me.
One of the many things
gives me strength to expand
and continue like the sky

I swore on my life to provide.

I swore on my life to protect.

For my babies anything is possible.
212 · Aug 2021
Don't Go
Descovia Aug 2021
This world is colorized by many illuminating lights

that beautify every living element of importance

Your light is purity in a blessing many have not received

I pray it never dies

Please, stay strong for us.

Don't Go. We all love you and need you
210 · Jul 2022
Attributes
Descovia Jul 2022
They claim dreamers cannot be realistic
Apparently, you're not realistic if you only believe in your dreams
When there's a balance to everything as it seems

You can have more muscle mass
Than Arnold Schwarzenegger.
It doesn't mean you have strength of an ox.

You can have all the common and book sense
in the world combined, if you trip over small matters
without thinking bigger than the situation.
You can still be a lummox.

Why judge a book by it's cover?
It's easier to grant permission
Than it is to provide forgiveness
There's a bit of me in you.
There's so much of you, I see in me.
The constellations in space,
reminds me of connections
The plant formations here on earth
have in common with elements and creations of nature.
You were meant to fly.


Why spellbound yourself to the ground?
I only want to spread good onto thy neighbor.
I leave all in the hands of the holy creator(s)
He, she, it. The universe is all.
Releasing from the grips of a grudge
Can set you free. From dragging you down.
This is why I am cautious
When I  utilize my ability to judge
Validate hate, for it feeds the friction
There is much to uncover, left undiscovered
When you resolve all through being a lover!
The world searching desperately, for answers from the Grays.
When we are able to see it all in numbers, shapes, in color!
Isaiah.
Cassandra.
You.
I never see a failure when you're in my view or mind.
If I can see the beauty in you over the bad.
Regardless of the times and timing of all.
You can do this very thing too.
I believe in you!
207 · May 2021
ICE FIRE
Descovia May 2021
I'll petrify a goon with
the power of ice
  My fire running
Through the universe's veins
Who is he! What is he?
Spirits of the frozen
  Stay following me
  Repent and cast away
  The pain Into the flames!
  
  Rather be remembered
  as a face without a name
  Don't get yourself played
  Like the game!
  You and I nowhere
   near the same!
  Another year
  dying for a better change!
  I must become it,
  before I go insane!!


    Breaking bad.  Breaking chains. Breaking habits. I am savage. I go wreck less. Bring the havoc.


Bringing damage.  Can they handle it? Can't hear your voice over the static!

Change the tactic.  Lyrical addict. Morriss code encrypted spells, can they manage?

I remain erratic.

Talk on us, like we ain't the best,  I am not having it!


Cannot. Will not. Shall not. be silenced under any sound.

I am going over it all. Traveling dimensions. Our voice goes beyond the underground!




I  Burn more trees, than
  a forrest fire in the summer!
  
Don't play me, like
  I won't clap back with thunder!
  
Don't act like
I won't pull up on you

We know shooters and runners

  I am tired of living in a world
  Where we're just a NUMBER!
  
Hope my voice
hunt you Snowflakes
  
in your slumber!
  
It's not about pride
You should been one up!

Even at my lowest I gotta
Keep it 💯

Got so much ****
You only know the sum of

Now I see/ why everyone that

Bangs puts their guns up!

Do what I gotta do

For my babies

From sun set to sun up

At the end of the day

I just want to

See us all come up!


Please, put my respect on
my name when you think of it
or get caught up in some ****
If it ain;t broken then why you're
over here pitchin' a fit?
I'm no easy target
you betta not miss
I am growing tired of cursing in my pieces
but these fools wanna play me like a *****!
I want real one by my side Lilo and Stitch.
I;ll be ****** if anyone takes the light from you
like a sith.
I be on crazy ****. Never harm a jit. Losin mah temper quick. Pop a foo, just like a zit! . Descovia is the name. Remember it. Play with my demons. They dismember ****

I be on the problem's ***. Like I am the nemesis
**** suicide, genocide, I'm go through tides, I am limitless!
This is for Isaiah, Charlie, Mason, Princess Genesis
What in hell on earth do you mean? The corrupt deserves all forgiveness?!
If only you can see and felt what's in my mind as victim and witness.
I don't care what it takes, I'm breaking the numbers and chains for a difference!
I rather take the trash out then let it build, eliminate it from equation of existence!
I am advanced at this, and you're only an apprentice.
Make change for your life if what I say catch interest!
Why is it I gotta get loud to get everyone's attention?
I just need you to hear me out...
Just listen...

(Peaceful warrior)

will set it off by the count down
like 3,2,1! You can try it but you
better be slick, the mind of  a cowboy with guns.
Set it off. Like propane with fire in the sun.
I dunno why ya'll playing  games? Then you run?!
You better be with it if you got good lungs.
God ****** Bobby! I'll kick your ***. Get popped. RICKY!!
Wish a *******, would put his hands on my motherloving son.
On his *** like a sour stomach with the runs.
Take your time eventually, it will all be said and done.
If they are really bout it, then why they gotta media stunt huh?!
I been on it, since day one. **** a ***** out of a million for  thinking, I am not in league with any of the number ones!


No need to flex. I get it . Believe it. (YES)
No need to stress. My son knows his limits. (BLESS)

Strap me up, I am ready for war! (BET!)
No. I am NOT nike. But I will get you in check to get a check. (LET IT REST
204 · Nov 2022
Cut Me Out
Descovia Nov 2022
I don't feel safe
I am feeling sick
If I go, I am not coming back!
Save me before it's too late.
No I cannot wait..
I don't feel safe...
(No....No...I don't...feel safe)
Can you save
me from the hate!?


The markings on my wrist
Share the chapters included my story.
I'm fighting my demons...
They wish to destroy
my strength out of fear.
My journey is dangerous
My heart is breaking out from home.
I never wanted you out of ours
203 · Jan 2021
Timelines.
Descovia Jan 2021
Feeling the gravitational pull of the forces surrounding my essence.

My deities answered my calling to ascend, to become transformed, and accepted my offering! Provided nourishment in blessings, from other dimensions!

Received from my moment of profound meditation.

Deep mysteries of the unknown sleeping in space, aligns truth within the constellations revealing reminders this is nothing more than a illusion.


Deceived by moral corruption in mystifying concepts.

Is fiction reality? What is
considered intangible, and understandable?

When will it all make sense?

We spiral in the formation of our galaxy.

In which expectations are countless, but are not in field of our control.

As we wait for time to bring us home
Descovia Jul 2022
24 years she made it through.

Alive in all.

24 years she has the fire of a Leo much like her baby. Her element is water however, she flows in any form. Still getting to her destination without limitations!

She's not a smash or pass. She's more than that and ready to BRAWL. Although she does not stand so tall. She has the intelligence and compared to any athlete. She has the ball(s) with the ability to ball.

She will hit you with words, before she fills your mind with lies. She might pick on you and maybe take your french fries. Haha

When it comes to fight or assisting with worldly issues. It never stopped her from serving a country. Which never set the image for her true home. People as Kassandra Patino will be reason this world flies before it falls.

Your 24 years of live are honored and cherished not by your family alone.


I hope many parents, including the successors that created your essence, fills you with abundance and fulfillment to maintain commitments. I am more than proud of you. To be rewarded to embark on the road of parenthood, in combination with another beautiful soul. Your accomplishments, accidents and everything relevant that made you. YOU

Next to your angels and all babies you bring into this world.
I'll forever be grateful this world chose you to be a divine woman, solider and teacher!
Happy birthday!
Thanks for being a kick *** Queen.
I believe in you from the moment we met!
Never going to stop. Just like you did for us!
195 · Oct 2022
Silence Falls.
Descovia Oct 2022
When all is surrounded in darkness.
My light will lead way to shine.
Life gives me the high unlike any drug.
If we were to be without color or sound
I rather relapse before I stand down.
My voice will be heard breaking the silence

194 · Aug 2022
Goodbye Old Friend.
Descovia Aug 2022
If you succeed with or without me.
I will be forever grateful for the memories made.
You will reward the world with amazingly beautiful aspirations.
Keep striving and continue to survive.
You are worth everything your parents went through
Your struggles will not last as long as your legacy.
You have more than what it takes to be the best.
I always believed in you.

192 · May 2022
I Will Revive Lost Idols
Descovia May 2022
Donkey Kong SWING!
I'll jump on a krool
Got nothing to lose
Already got a few screws loose
Duck, duck, foo I am going ghost
If youu think I am the goose.
Big Bird. What's the word? I hate Amber Alerts!
I got idiots driving wild
kids out here, they gotta hit the curve.
I rather it be them before my babies
cause life, aint so sweet if you only crave deserts.

Salty saps trying worm they way in
on the surface, I am not breaking
anymore promises within my purpose.
The distance, you don't deserve it.
I can feel the pain, you feel so
trust me, I know what you mean
when you say, "I been hurting"
the scars only go so deep.
Dispell the malice
For it will haunt me
in my sleep. I got many destinys to fufill.
obstacles fall to be obsolete.
Evil will pay for every soul
it decided to reap, that's one of
the promises, I made to keep!
I am not lyin, I am a beast, I am a Lion!
We will all feast, sure of that, better believe
anything for our liberty, cause I always
been head over hills for justice to bring peace!


I am a warrior,
I am a spellcaster.
I got magic and the strength
I am not only flexin
I am going through progression.
No pawns in my way, stomp any boss
like a pesant. You peon. Crack your ****
like you if ran up on Chappelle, if you get
the reference!
I am a lover.
I am a believer.
I need him and her
To unite and save us all.
Why wonder in fault
insteading finding resolve.
I feel my power evolve!
Too many times, I have been told
You got wisdom beyond your years.
I learn from the ones with hearts of gold.
Silence the hate in this world.
Speak no evil into existence
to any enemy it's cut throat!
In my family, I was the black sheep.
Now I am the goat! Blast off like team rocket
always ready, lock and load!
I'll make you get put in place
like what I have in my stock holds.
Duality. Two sides of me.
Heading through trails, troubles on my tails.
I am making my way down crossroads!
Get smoked like Gelatto. I said it before tho.
I am going to bounce back like Demi De'Vato
Show off like a Queen
and akkido flip a man
Come on baby do
the monkey with me!
Heh. Ha. Huu! I go smooth, like Peter Pan
and make you laugh like Johnny Bravo.o
I'll hold it down like Security.
No need for 5-0
My fire is my son.
I feel my light outshines the sun
I am on the rise, yo!
We gotta live. This is more than for survival
The legends of upcoming legacy must lead
to immortalize the values of lost idols.
In the wake, of my next life
I am going to do it the same!
so remember me when I am gone
before incarnation cast my
soul to be granted another chance
through the cycle of revival!
188 · Nov 2022
Holding Together
Descovia Nov 2022
Truth will inevitably make it's way to you.
Avoidance is futile and meaningless to escape.
When you must come to terms with the issues
you must acknowledge and it make it
easier for the problems you have to face.
Take your time and go at your pace.
Life continues on, sometimes too quickly
I feel like it's a never ending race
Things can be altered in your favor
all you have to do is have a bit of faith
.
185 · Dec 2022
Killer Truth
Descovia Dec 2022
_If the truth can gravitate us to liberty.

Then why must we pay the price for our words?!

F R E E D O M  O F  S P E E C H

I S

N O T

F R E E

Common courtesy fills the endless in volumes. Wield your words carefully. They can also be weapons.

Utilize patience and be more understanding
Justin. Descovia & Kaspir
184 · Aug 2021
Change
Descovia Aug 2021
Will it change a thing if I did?

Will it change anything if I didn't at all?

You do not have scream

You do not have to shout
There is always a better way
before, deciding on the easy one out.

Frustration does not hurt me

more than knowing you validate pain

for me to understand the how and why

Only because you blind

yourself with false doubt.

For the record to show, I cannot say it was my favorite sport in the terms of punishment for breaking a rule.

My consequences, not only receive a verbal reprehension alone.

I promised myself, if this world gives me love ones of my own

I would not bring harm to them, I will not spank, right or wrong

Mistakes, are common of our nature. Nobody is flawless enough

to have such a thing to be avoidable. It is not fair for this to be a justifiable solution.

If you want a healthy musical to flow, between the children and you. Instrumentally, is the way to go. Impulsively, will tear you from everything
and all that you know.

Empathy and reasoning soothes many restless storms, brewing in a mind of madness or even defiance in time of misunderstanding.

There been times, where blows were delivered before an explanation.

You should have known better!

Stop being a fool!

Why are you so stupid?

These were not the proper examples

of connecting through issues with insults made in communication.

Will change a thing if I did?

Will it change anything, if I didn't at all?

I will be there by your side

whether you fly or fall.

I am not going to follow, the cycle my parents did

to raise my children. This responsibility fell on me, to make differences...

The change begins now!
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184 · Oct 2021
Communication.
Descovia Oct 2021
A very powerful tool to sustain relationship,  explore ideas, to express feelings, to settle differences, and to reach an agreement!

Being able to communicate your feelings helps your partner, family, people you love, understand the subject at hand causing you pain.

It's weightless, priceless and anyone can afford it to build, and save the relationship always from going into the depths of undesired conclusion.

Communication is a way to show the other person means a thing to you and that you have feelings for them.

S p e a k t o m e.

It's very simple solution to complicated matters.
Descovia Nov 2021
I swear on life too
many of us will **** for love!
Give more than what money can buy
and these eyes witnessed greed
consume people to choose it, over blood!
I am here praying
for light from the stars above!
The world without your golden heart
is not "Enough".

I swear too many of you fools
Stay troubling me, with games, you're playing too much!
Count the cash, while it's good
We rolling with the times
wheelies on the bus!
A long life can be short lived
so you gotta be careful
on who you trust.
I'm not out for Blood-C but
Push me to edge, don't think
I'll keep backing up...

What we do in life, Echos in Eternity
My name is Gladiator, Berserk mode
slay everything in sight, like I'm Maximus!

Cut you out of the picture,
set the rest to fire to become ash and dust
living that fast life, will leave you more
than a papercut!
Yeah...like I said,
"It will leave you more than a papercut."
Maybe, I said too much
and it's never Enough!

There's no restart button to this
playing with your life is dangerous
Time is it's own currency
Your actions keep worrying me
I'm not using this time for rush
You think my attitude is
just me not giving a f**
I smoke, you drink
My stomach telling me a lot
It hits me, shots to the gut.
flipping out like gymnastics
It's a survival sport for emotions
jumping around "are we playing double Dutch?"
Forgive for my stress and fuss
all of this mess, making me sick
full of remorse and disgust!
All the money in the world
cannot provide me everything
I want and I desire infinite things
but not The End of Us.
Collaboration completed by Kimberly Anduaga & Matthew Descovia
At the end of the day what truly matters is family over money.
You can always replace valuables but you cannot buy genuine love!
179 · Dec 2021
Matrix Underworld
Descovia Dec 2021
In peace only war can be solved
So in war only peace can be the resolve

I am feeling lost. Disconnected. Just like the internet, social media is the only form or connection we all have to the outside world from within our homes. Where we live inside electronical boxes of despair and entertainment. If you ask me, some versions of pastime joys of amusement are disasters for poison in disguise, to me that's "entertaintment". It's all taking over, it's taking everything from people day by day. Families bring their devices to the table as well as conversation and appetites.

They deserve not to be deprived of pleasure, it's the best medicine for discomfort and pain, it also helps you understand it. To the contrary, when you're trapped in the matrix,  you lose touch of reality! The time being plugged into the tv, phone, computer can damage you as much as a diet without proper nutrition.

The system itself would not understand the struggles and complications we all endure, using our very own time for days to work. We are worth more than dimes, dollars and the deviled design of government masterminds, that profit from us being taken advantage of!  

No system can compute the emotional confrontations of daily duties having to live amongst constant geographical changes, racism, disease, violence and technological modifications. In a world where software and hardware ages, still running good as new, contrary to our youth slowly leaves us while living.  Going through all with fake smile and forgetting we can stop pretending, fate will connect ties with a force outside of life, to bring us to a place where the return policy on your living essence cannot be renewed to it's previous state.

Allowing one self to drift in and out of a peaceful mindset
As you're traveling through a passage with a lever
Only floating down the stream as a stick
Try to switch your fate as a fix
in a world, the waters is like a soothing river bank
Away into the uneasy essence crashing into the back of your brain.
Like the spotted webs that connect us all in this world
Let the powers of my ancestors reign
In peace only war can be solved
So in war only peace can be the resolve
Gloria, Kimberly Anduaga, C.J, NateDaniel & Descovia collaboration.
176 · Jan 2021
Cheater
Descovia Jan 2021
In my heart

You remain free from hate

Torn apart by the promises

You decided to make

Never in rightful intentions to keep.

Karma follows, so I pray nightmares spare you

From hunting your in your sleep.

I give you everything of my heart.

You are foolish to believe

a "pinky promise" matters nothing.

I try to be loving and you are here lusting.

I am treated with no respect and you have the nerve
to label me as disgusting?

Yet you expect to be treated like a King?

When you decided to abuse, my trust like all other things.

Which is why I question if my love, is of more value than any gem or ring?

In moments of living in gold

The best that life could deliver

Never even thought, being away from you
would be something to ever consider

My worth to you...expired and undesirable silver

Never feared you hurting me.

Your heart took it's own journey

You told me not to worry

You gave me more reasons than one

to provide why I am worthy.

You never deserved me.

This is why I must take my leave.

By all I believe, this is to prove my love was pure and true

Connection interrupted. Illuminating corruption.

Through betrayal and humiliation

How do you expect me to have
a single shred of any mercy for you?
#thoughtprovoking #creative #love #question #myself #cheater #sparemymind 3
175 · Aug 2021
Every Part of Me.
Descovia Aug 2021
I believe in the parts of me

That believes in all of you

I see all the parts in me

when I look deep inside of you.

If all of you,  believe in the "me"

Whom is in the vision of your view

Then I should be able to see it too!

You believe

I believe

Only in what our eyes deem as truth

Then together our beliefs

will help us over come and power through!
171 · Nov 2022
Void
Descovia Nov 2022
_ I am uncertain of the nails and screws which builds me. I must let you be aware I am absolutely

b r o k e n


I was astronomically stripped of my Identity. It vanished seconds within my unorthodox arrival, receiving a massive blow to face and head. The trauma alone was not the pain.
Being able to not express my pain.
That is truly troubling.
Words were fragile as wet paper.
My voice had as much volume as a tv on its lowest setting.
I swear my loudest screams, could be properly heard under water in the deepest ocean in the world. Before in this place of infinite brightness and space. Torment! Blast! Is this hell?
My thoughts were literally eating and picking me apart.
Emotions. All flowing and running through me.
The design of being human with complexities serve no purpose.
Good nor evil lives here.
A place where forgiveness and grief feels the same....
Existing is just living.
I can learn to heal with love
For lies and destruction are powerless!
Life is its own creator
My faith as strong as
My aging heart.
We cannot control fate
Fate and destiny are human concepts never meant to be controlled only followed..
We can only create aspects of our individuality to morph into realty
My purpose may have faded
My impression and impact remains legendary...._
Descovia &Janice (Fireflannel)
Descovia Nov 2022
Drive with sense, drive as if your children are present with you, these devices not only aid us in transportation but they can also weapons.

Transformers are not
the only thing in disguise
If you play with safety
You could be the reason
for someone's demise!
I pray, I wish for wellness often.
Traffic signs and Red lights
Should not be limited to being options.

.Although they are custom made to be fashionable, sporty, and exciting to go "FLOOR IT"? Mode. These are not toys. You must be careful on all roads.
Drive safe. Be mindful. It will save lives. Don't drink and drive.

167 · Nov 2021
Translucent Oracle
Descovia Nov 2021
Many of us roam with our hearts in sought to venture the depth of oceans.

Vast and filled with findings, levels, people residing in this plane of existence. Memorable journeys and mesmerizing behind a veil of contained universal mysteries connection to space.

We are the light, glorious and outstanding! Similar in everyway to stars in the twilight sky.

Cosmic-Interstellar travel going beyond the breach of physical contact, where you are unable to pinpoint my location by satellite, my destination is unknown, and my destiny is unlived.


Impossibilities lay before Alchemist and Magic-users who struggle with the tyrant of troubles, trying to conserve rightful properties, successful in connecting with me on elemental or technological based-search.  My soul and mind are entwined as one being, freedom from the alias of my former-self, exploring collected spiritual gatherings.

A drift in a place where dreams are not product of mere imagination.
Channeling forces to conjure my energy.
Spells without meaning. Words without definition.
The feeling of feeling... is not complete with all amiss.


Can you hear me? Although my voice is not strong in this void?
Distortion warps sounds in and out
_ Life not in place of beginning. My death is not the end._
Please honor yourselves and remember you are respected and loved faithfully by me.

Thank you Robert Barberena
for encouraging and supporting me.

Stay healthy and love yourself.
You deserve the abundance ever so much!
165 · Feb 2019
Fragile
Descovia Feb 2019
Losing myself to all.
The pieces of my everything


Suffering silently in sorrow
The visions of trauma which
buries my desires, my will
To conquer these opposing forces...

has vanished from my human mind
Along with my strongest emotions
deep within the realm of mysteries unknown

I am absent from a vivid concept of
imagination and imprisoned by all the

Terrors longing for a fitting place in my home...
Descovia Jan 2022
[Chorus]
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealing with what she felt
Momma mad at your daddy
and there’s no call for help
Momma mad at your daddy
Now it’s you against everyone else
Now you dealing with what she felt
Now she dealing with the pain she felt

[verse 1]
All these ****** now a day
Be like I love you but **** what
You and your momma felt
No need to rush into the details
Everyone fighting to grab the wheel
Destroy us all!
You need to stay strapped in life
Like a seatbelt!
All you ****** burn your cheese
Before you get it complain,
Why my life’s a mess!?
Your style more greasy,
than a patty melt!
Coming at me with 99 problems
Like you the hottest
item on the shelf
I “Ensure“ you nobody
cannot get you freaking help
Run that scam on me
Promise change for my babies
you’ll never drop the dime on
Anybody else unh!!!

[Chorus]
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealin with what she felt
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealin with what she felt
Momma mad at your daddy
Now you dealin with what she ****** felt
Now you dealing wit what she felt
Now you dealing wit the pain she felt

[verse 2]
I don’t understand
It never goes according to plan
Gotta path by an oath to follow
Blessed by my little girls and lil men
I am changing forms
For the situation like Ben 10
On my funny **** like Huxtable
Classy like a Jefferson.
Can’t have good times for long!
**** **** **** It all!
Gloria, I know the feeling!
Can’t talk **** on nobody’s walls
While throwing rocks
at a glass ceiling! **** it!
If I go out again, it’s with a Bang!
No apologies to Krillin!
18 times Super energy!
I won’t pray for a villain
Cause I super sayian slay for a living
If I go Exodia, I will remove
you from existence!
I have many eyes in the vision
You get in my way? You must be tripping
One of the many of us, has to make a difference!
Miracles can happen in an instant!
R.I.P to all my limits, have a problem with me?  Bring beef. We can grill it! Come on with it! Let’s get it!

I am not scared!
Descovia Nov 2023
Happy birthday Isaiah!
My heaven-sent, remarkably brilliant and outstanding son! You break records, love endlessly with a heart having more mass, than all matters in space. You bless people everywhere with your creative imagination and your curiosities spark inspiration!

8 years here, you have accomplished numerous achievements!

You make me proud and beyond grateful to be living through life's excitement to experience all as your father!

Through challenges and changes we're still pushing through together!

Today will be a great day!

You make me the proudest
Only ones who love will see
You honor the definition to family.
You will grow to be enormous
and strong like a tree.
Time will change us
From what we are
Into what we are meant to be
In my eyes, you will forever be my mini me.
Happy birthday my beloved son. You still inspire everyone, everywhere you go!
160 · Mar 2019
Let It Be!
Descovia Mar 2019
"I choose to fight my battles in darkness.
My demons belong there and on no place
Where light spreads miraculously, nothing else shall triumph over all!!"


If you have made this far.


Then there's a reason for you to believe
BEHIND THESE EYES... is where the REAL... MAGIC... TAKES OVER!


Don't question me on the Iast time I slept 8 hours...it might have been 2 or 3 days ago....

I don't know, the pain is there, I never allow it to show.

At end of everyday, I believe in more than, our ability to achieve and grow.

Its never a day off for any of you.
Blessings will be that surprise in disguise.
Do not give into the lies, with the intent to corrupt or compromise!

SCREAM for a prayer... from the skies!

Before, despair drowns you in eternal demise....

You complain about the struggle and the troubles... yet you remain confined to your bubble!!

The vision in a view that is vivid. Do not waste your time, questioning your value just live it!

Even as a child...

I had to break my neck, for slice of justice served with respect.

Because I speak with an impediment.

Oh my goodness, you're an embarrassment.

Difficulty speaking with the proper ediquite

****.

What.

You.

Think!

It's irrelevent!!

Bending myself backwards, why pretend that I'm not stretching thin, for endless needs!

Not, for the feel of a thrill, I should chill, I shoot for the ****, don't test my will...

I am content, with this power to vent, just with mastering these spells for the hell of it!

Biting my tongue, blood filling my lungs.
I rather feel numb, before I pop PILLS & do something dumb.

Think you are something ***?
You are bluffing son... over here bumping yo gums. I heard it all. Seen it all. You ain't about busting a gun.

You need to THINK TWICE, before you even CONSIDER ME BEING THE ONE!!
157 · Feb 2021
Angel
Descovia Feb 2021
You may not be the sun

You are my rising star!

You are not the moon.

Yet, it's impossible to live without
your company in orbit and glow alone!

You give essence and life

You benefit me as much as nature

I know a kingdom of heaven exists!

I'm trusted with a lover with wings

My holy protector and savior!

Times where light spared me

from a never ending departure from all!

You were there flying for me

every single time I had a fall.

I'll live many lifetimes blessed by your grace.

My love

Your love

Combined can restore the human race.
156 · Sep 2021
HardLife Hustler.
Descovia Sep 2021
Been moving around
block to block
Lost child with heavy thoughts
battling every paradox
This is life for a hardknock
Many ways to connect the dots
You gotta think outside the box
Making moves with trick shots

Blame It On The Streets
He shoulda gave it all he got
Thinking he was a sly fox
Foolish *****, hit him with the Criss-Cross
Kick a ***** off, like flip flops
Grinding with team
We all have to play our part
Throwing coins in jars
just to fill the ***!

Catch me all day on the lot
I know the boys back at home
been goin' through alot
Keep the grip in my socks
Never need to touch a rock
Never **** with any cops
I move muscle, I don't move with ops!


Life in the jungle never stops
So **** the snakes
Before they **** the crops!
My aim is 007
Going for his ******* top
Dash before the body drop...


****. He's leaking. Get the mop!
My bros got dogs that eat like sharks!
It's vital, you don't try me
unless you have the heart!
Nowhere for you to run
Third eye watching you in the dark
You wanna play with luck
watch it all go to rot, I suggest you NOT
My magic has advantages to twist the plot.

Here's a reminder incase you forgot.
Click-clock. Time flows, personality
match a glowing wrist tho
I'm all about that smoke
long and heavy with it
Call me Mr Extendo
feeling myself like
Your grandma sportin crocs
Crazy **** got me
runnin on my hands
But ain't doing it for no Tik-Tok!


Sitting back, racking up, I am counting knots.
I do this for moves nothing else to prove.
All ya'll gimmie gimmie babies.
But little Jimmy got shell shocked.
I can put the entire block on lock.
Don't have to believe me.
Just sit back and watch!
155 · Feb 2019
AWAKENING
Descovia Feb 2019
What are the signs in these dreams?


Have we lost, hope in all our meanings?


Are there more answers


within the very screens we live in?
153 · Feb 2019
EARTH COLORS
Descovia Feb 2019
Grateful I am, for the colors surrounding me!

I seize every moment running freely, prepared with fufillment, radiant from all that's alive, ready to indulge in an amazing day!

The endless elements composed of nature are

Vibrant, extraordinary, confounding in every imaginable profound way!

Standing tall like the mountains, absoring the invigorating rays of energy, from the humming of the EARTH.

Bestow your beauty and grace upon me

All that you have to offer

My wondering eyes

My loving heart

My building mind

Everything glows heavenly, in depth with brilliance and truthfully, it's an honor....

This world where one is never alone...

I will paint life into all. My heart is one with the sun

This is my home....
Descovia Nov 2023
I pray to the universe guide me with light
Patience and forgiveness.
Bless my essence to acquire God's  
strength to heal and be humble.
This adventure takes me through the tide of deep emotions
memories of a troubled past and discoveries in nature,
reminders to me change is a savior.

I walked, many steps today.
Any unfortunate soul dreads to wonder about
As I went home and had myself an aperitif
Burdened with thought-shattering, uncertainty
at this late hour
I am consumed by doubts!
I know tomorrow is still yet to come
with all it's silliness and pranks
But tomorrow wants nothing more
than its compliments and thanks
they may think tomorrow must for us come
yet i say, today is yet to be done!

Today's journey, is a mere stepping stone towards tomorrow's
successful aspirations!
Believe in your strength
Descovia Mar 2019
All those years spent
Running in the dark
Fatigue eats at me
Vulnerable and empty I become...

Everything feels endless
I was never "whole" entirely of
What I remember as staying "sane"
Truthfully, this war that went
For decades on in...
You weren't suppose to
Be part of any of this!

The disease takes it's course
Everything from what I can
Consciously, recall before
The pull... sunk me in deeply.
Watching the colors of my
Mystical paradise dissolve
The skies INCINERATED before
another thought manifested into
This world of wonder!
This unholy explosion
Took away all of my
Beloved ELOQUENT memories encased
In heavenly glass of my fragile youth
and unpredictable future, shattered upon
the very ground I stand...

This unearthly presence shrouded
Me for most of my lifetime.
Consumed by anguish that
Never flushes itself out,
here I crumble...
Under the pressure while
Suffocating in this struggle
Trying to obtain my light!
The consent for my
eternal damnation cannot
be resigned!

This shared voice between
my dark mind and soul
boomed in my head
Erupting in my aching ears

"If I wanted to, everything you
Cherished so dearly could have been
Stripped from you a lot sooner!
This deadly taste is for your curiosity...
You're nothing more than a decaying vessel
You respond and serve my needs...
Without my force to power your will
Your purpose in existence is fruitless
Betray me and your dreams will never be more
Than dust to occupy space..."
150 · Dec 2020
DREAM(S)
Descovia Dec 2020
There's more than one reality, meant for us to see.

Release the mind, disconnect from hindering to be lucid and free.

Long lived memories. Decoded messages from other worlds. To explain the soul's journey through the centuries.

Trying to pin point the connections.  Composed consistent complicated symmetry.  I go through this willingly. For the concepts, to open eyes vividly.

When the awakening comes. All of these illusions will make sense eventually.
149 · Jan 2021
KISS
Descovia Jan 2021
Life has the tendency to hit harder

Than any asteroid that made an impact on earth.

I can't elaborate to you on "What makes the world go around"

I digress

Somewhere between heaven and hell

It's easier to throw the peace sign, before it becomes "Deuces"  then leaving you with only memories and the smell of my scent before vanishing into thin air

Let me know.  

As Easy it seems. Nobody likes to say Goodbye

You will see me in 100,000 Years...

Calm your racing heart.

This will not last "Forever"

Keep your mind "Dreaming".

I can't stop the rain. When the sky falls.

I promise you Heaven's not on fire!

I have dealt with hard times without the music

The silence is comforting, but I love it loud!

Being stuck between a rock and a hard place

Lo and behold. She kissed me.

The timing was not accurate.  Sweet for you. Like your favorite liquor of choice.

It wasn't God's Thunder but it was a shock for me.

I wasn't made for loving you. The way you believe.
For I am susceptible to act impulsively to suffice my cravings.
I am not perfect. Not  Made for The Innocent.
In which, even in a world without heroes.
Creatures of the night stand no chance.

A million to one.  Nowhere to run.
I'll stand on my last leg before kneeling to your demise.

Never even thought a queen would
even bestow a blessing upon me.

Living in sin.
I am in need of love....
I been living in my head
After leaving my heart vacant
Love's a deadly weapon
As you are to me and
I will shield you with

"Every reason (you give me) to live. Good times. Bad times. Hard times.

I will be there.


Every time I look at you

The odyssey never bothered me.

I am in control to let it Take Me Away

Just remember

  I'll fight through hell just to hold you...
149 · May 2022
Swimming Demons
Descovia May 2022
POUR UP
DRANK

SMOKE UP
DANK

HEAD SHOT
DRANK

Mother forgive me
I must...
DRANK

Got bills to pay
and bills in the bank
**** what you think
I know I don't got it made
That is no lie-ah!
You know we been on the rise.
You already been advised.
Why don't you take my advice!?
Eyes in the sky.....
Watching my moves, tracking the time

All in a *****'s live....
I am still wondering why.....

some of you
wishing on the stars and dragon *****
that a ***** dies. Yuh Yuh.
Let me shine. It's gonna be Alright.
No more innocent gettin this fight.
We gonna "GET RIGHT"
You right, cause I will ride
In the night, no night- light. Like a Dark Soul.
Me sorry. No **** with po pos.
You slowpoke, you need to row-row
Rock the boat, doing most, don't need yo vote.
No care how Simon goes or who says-so
If I fire off at the mouth, you bettter LAY LOW
My chaos uncontrolled.
My boy on a sugar rush.
Adrenaline, times 20 me on coco
Never done it tho.
Don't you do it either.
You too pretty for that....  -_-




You don't phase me with no phase.
Get lost in your labyrinth.
Trapped in a mazed.
Oh, I will get you amazed!!!
I promise, my momma and his mother
I'll get us all of this crater
FOR IT'S ALL TOO LATE

**** with NO LAMES.
I play no games! Nothing's the same.
Get on the train, Might roll up in yo lane.
We wild out like we *******
Get off my ****, if you bumping gums
about the SAME THANG
Baby, gotta do, what you gotta do.
Keep it going bay-bay. In link. Chain Gang.
Keep the track going,
cause we doing, what we gotta do maintain




RIP TO MY MOMMA
Waking from coma
Neva needa deadbeat dad.
I'm a be a betta FATHER
**** my sorrrow
**** this bottle
Tell your man and yo woman to hollaaaaaaa
I'ma wylaaaaaa.
Like a prayer. Feel like Madonna!
I know I have my problems
Sora. I am the key.
I am the solution
Mystery Gang. TOGETHER. We Will Solve em.......
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