Destre'

Destre' Jun 2015

Small
Minescule
Unimportant
**microscopic speck of dust in the universe

Sometimes thats how he makes me feel

#sad #alone #hurt #thoughts #10w #dumb

Destre' Jun 2015

Hmmm
                                                                          Whats so wrong with giveing in
Maybe a little*
                                                                          and whats so wrong with giveing up
Just enough to make it okay

Just enough to silence the itch
                                                                           who wants to fight all the time anyways

*This time

Im a hypocrite

#pain #thoughts #silence #selfharm

Destre' Jun 2015

Just friends

I can't think straight
because I still smell like you
Ill go mad at this rate
Id never admit its true
But you send my head spinning with just a glance
And the worst part is you havent the slightest clue
I know theres no chance
For me and you
ill smile still even when you talk about your latest romance
Because thats what best friend's do

Somtimes I say things that are random
And somtimes you dont quite get it
But you have no idea; couldnt ever fathom
The things id do for you and your quick witt
Should you ever ask
Id walk a mile
No matter the task
Just to see you smile

#thoughts #dizzy #him #hidden

Destre' Jun 2015

Im not a toy for your game

I hurt all over, physically sick
Stuck with the haunting memory of his words
you can trust me, im here for you
I can still hear his voice so clear
So kind
So careing
I miss you babygurl
What once was comforting now only instills fear
How could he fake somthing like that?
How could he have lived with himself?
He was never real
Turning somthing thats supposed to be gental; Someone who trusted you with everything
Into a game

I wont be part of it.

#love #pain #lost #hurt #thoughts #sick #done

Destre' Jun 2015

Where's the moon tonight

I wish I could find peace in the stars I see
Inbeween the rustling leaves of the trees being roused by the calm summer breeze
But my heads too clouded
So I cant, you see, see the beautiful stars as there ment to be seen
For now my eyes are closed because the view was obstructed
By the **** leaves of these haunting trees
Maybe they didnt want me to see
What selfish trees with their many leaves
Maybe im not supposed to find peace

What is peace really anyways?

#love #pain #beautiful #stars #thoughts

Destre' Jun 2015

Whats on your mind?

What are you thinking?
                                    This doesn't have to mean anything
Mm nothing
                                    But it does, doesnt it?
                                    It means everything to you
                                                                                                 But its nothing
                                    Yeah, right
Are you okay?

Yeah, of course
                                 *I dont want to be just this to you

#thoughts

Destre' Jun 2015

Death wish?

Top floor window
                              rope around a cealing fan
                                                             blade to wrist
                                                                             Or a loaded gun
Why not all of thee above
                                   Lets have some fun

Not trying to glamorize death in anyway or make fun of suicide, im sorry if it sounds that way to anyone ♥

#gun #death #thoughts #blade #whynot #rope