Ecclesiastes one  

These thoughts, these feelings I thought I was the only one  

  

I remember when there was a time when I could breathe out carbon dioxide and breathe in oxygen  

I remember a time when the world shone so brightly but that was way back then  

I remember when the world felt alive  

Full of  possibilities, wonder, and a reason to live  

  

Ecclesiastes one  

It's neigh, it neigh, your time shall come  

  

Be patient and get through it for what reason; I guess it's meaningless too  

I've searched, and I found that the only reason to do this is for you  

But why me, Find someone else; I don't have the strength to pull through  

People always go without reason or cause; why can't I be one of them too?  

  

Ecclesiastes one  

Hurry up, hurry up, speed it up so that it can all be said and done  

Regal

The you before now
The you that cared
The one who was intrigued
By my mind and wanted to know how
The you that was willing, that wasn't scared
The you who endlessly tried, without fatigue

My hearts keeper is that man
Not the one who conflicts his verbiage with actions
Not the one who put on a show when I'm near

The one who does everything he cans
Who doesn't need convincing, one without confusions
The one who wanted everything to be crystal clear

He is my hearts keeper
Not the man I lie next to

You have sailed me in the direction you found best fit
You rode my calms and concluded this was the voyage best fit
So changed directions and went left
Even in that I tried to make your ride cleft

That displeased you too, so aloof is how you set to be
You became frustrated with your confusions
Blamed it on me that you have went astray
You threw your rocks at me and screamed that I'm the one so blame
You don't want me but the fish I provide you still want to take

But my currents have had it
I'm sick of your weight that I need to carry
So now this is where I turn
You curse my calms so I'll bless you hurt
I'll make you feel the vigor

I'll throw the boulders you once threw
I'll take you down deep and show you
How cruel I can be
I'll overwhelm you with my being

No more will you experience the calmness I was gave
Feel me, feel the wrath you once gave
I am the Ocean, your source of gain
But quickly I can turn to your source of pain

What you do to me must be recorded,
Written in books, never to be forgotten.
The crimes you commit are wordless—
Unspoken pleasure carved into my soul.

Your thrusts, deliberate and powerful,
Are the only thing that makes my eyes well,
Blinding me with bliss, anchoring my world—
Nothing matters but this.

Immerse me, envelop me in your arms.
Drown me in the melody of your voice,
In the symphony of your brilliance and calm.
Tuck me away in the safety of your grasp,
For with you, I am home.

You charted my waters as you saw best,
Rode my calms, claimed it was your test.
But you turned left, leaving me bereft,
Even then, I tried to make your journey cleft.

That displeased you too; aloof, you became,
Frustrated by confusions you couldn't name.
Blaming me for the course you chose to stray,
Yet still, you take my gifts while casting me away.

But my tides are done bearing your weight,
I’m sick of your burdens, your fickle state.
So now, I'll rise, no longer meek,
You cursed my calm; now feel what I speak.

I'll hurl the boulders you once threw,
Drag you down deep, and show you too
The cruel depths of my storming heart—
Overwhelm you, tear you down and apart.

No more will you know the peace I once gave,
Now feel the wrath of my vengeful wave.
I am the Ocean, your lifeline, your bane—
I can gift you life, or drown you in pain

Only with you do I want to share intricate moments
Only with you do I want to showcase my movements
Only with you do I want to experience the turmoil of Romeo and Juliet
Only for you will I suppress my urges, not now, not now, not yet

I want you, the pinnacle of my desires
I want you to do as you please, have me rewired
Every bliss I feel, let it be you, it's maker
Every storm I feel, let it be you that calms it, my peacemaker.

Only with you do I want to fold and be at ease
Only for you will I give a tireless love that never cease
Only with me do I want you to spend your time
Only be yours as I have made you mine

As a new born clenches to its mother's *****
I too tend to clench on the tenderness of love you give
Or rather I think you give and know I feel

As I did so freely once before
A love like this I still yearn
I still miss her til this day
The girl who loved so freely
Or should I say, so naively

Her love I miss
The tenderness of the petals and the ****** of the it's thorns
She is the love I know
The love I wish still existed

You seem like such a distant image
A far away destination
Will I find you again?
One day I hope I do