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Thats how much i love him
Thats how much i need him
Thats how much i can't go on
Without his assurance
Im stuck in my emotions
Drowning in my tears
Dead in my path

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Thats when i'll move on
Thats when i'll be fine
Thats when the hurt will die
Loving a man twice my age
Is like drugs
Too much will **** you
Too little makes you fragile

i haven't heard from you
in six days time and i had
never felt more free
until you sent me one final
message thirty-seven
seconds ago: i hate you.

the feeling is
mutual.

To properly show you my journeys
I would have to take you back
Hop into my little car
And spin the wheels of time

My life is like a glass globe
That rolls fast along a concrete floor
All the bumps and rocks
Crack the states and memories
And I sleep with both eyes broken

All these things I've seen
Faces
And voices stuck deep within the
Winding, twisting caverns of my head
They parch my throat
And to quench this thirst
Rest?

Let me bend to you
One whisper
So that you may breathe
Similar breaths of knowing
And then...

...then you can tell me
"Keep going"
And you might realize
*She just needs to stop

Im shattered
Im broken
Im lost
Not loved
She's become
A figment of my imagination
She strayed
And i did nothing
I pushed her
And then asked why
She left
And im alone
She's tired
Im helpless
In time
She'll fine
I'll be over
And love
Well love will just be love
Because
Its just not for us

You **** me in different ways
But I'd still choose you
Because you break my heart like no one else does

I was wrong
He doesn't care
And now
I haveto live with that fact
He stopped looking
Why did i rejoice
When maybe
I wasnt even the one
He was looking for
It seemed like a miracle
For a short while
Is love really for fools
Is this really ending
When it barely even started
Is he leaving
When he wasnt even half way inside
My question is always this
Why do i love a man i barely know
Barely touched
Barely kissed
Barely saw
Yet it felt like we're soul mates
I died inside
My heart withered
My breathing changed course
I want to wash him away
All his memories
All his jokes
All his everything
Yet when im near the sink
Its like i become a coward
To something i know must be done
Im done trying
I've said this a million times
Never made it far enough
To believe its true
Has he moved on
Has he loved someone else
I'd rather live with him being murdered
That with him cheating
Its cold but its true

I'll
Love
Me
For
The
Both
Of
Us