I find myself at such a loss.
Just wait.
Here me out.
What I'm bout to say comes straight from the heart.

Look, I get it, you dont have to answer any of my calls.
I'm believing..
Hell, I'm hoping, you'll pick up one day.
Please just know, I'd never want to add to your pain.
I'm praying that time makes a change in our life.

This is a strange place to be in.
This is a strange place I've put myself in.
Admitting things I never would.
Confessing things, that's just something I never did.

I find myself pacing, I feel like I'm going crazy, realizing how much you made a difference in my life,
And I don't want anybody else.

Hear me?
Don't nobody deserve myself, but you.
I guess what I'm really trying to say is..

You ain't gotta make your mind up
right now.
Darling, there's no rush.
So take your time, don't rush.
There's no pressure, I just gatta express this...

You took me by such surprise.
Never thought I'd take you serious.
But you came in and changed everything.
You came in and changed all of me


I miss your little hands and the way they caressed away all of my inner pain.
I admit, I took you for granted.
So now here I sit, on the edge of my empty bed with nothing but the reflection of all my bad decisions.

There were some nights, I'd find myself talking to my conscience.
I knew I made a few mistakes.
I knew I did it to myself.
I know I never admitted this,
but I'm the only one to blame for this.
I know you might need a little time to believe all of this.
To believe in me again.
To love again.

God, you must really not know it do you? How beautiful you are, standing there in front of me as I say all this.
Those beautiful hazel eyes staring back at me, unaware of how every cell in my entire body just wants to reach out and touch you.
You're not making this easy. Especially when I see you make that face, all I wanna do is make love to you all over the place.
  
I can't do this, I'm determined to fight for this.
I'ma put up a fight for this.
I cannot give up on a love like this.

So I'll be patient, I'll wait for however long you need because to me you're worth it.

I watched her beautiful hazel eyes fill with tears, as my question penetrated the deepest places in her heart.

"Did you truly love him?" I asked.

After a few moments I watched as her eyes turn a forest green, and I watched as tears of sorrow fell down her rosy cheeks.

She softly replied, "yes, with all my heart."
She hid her beautiful face as the tears turned into sobs.

I gently took her hand and placed it in mine.

"Then you have nothing to cry about. He lost someone who loved him more than he deserved. And you? You lost someone who took your love for granted, used and abused your love to his own evil advantage. You're not the one who should be crying. He is. And I promise you, the universe will make him see that at a time when he needs true love the most, he will think of you when there is no one there to love him as long and as hard as you did."

I'll never get it.
I'll never understand.
How could she love such a serpent, That's buried deep within the sand.

He never deserved her.
He never appreciated anything about her.
He was just to blind to see.

For me, just her smile alone, made me instantly want to be a better man.

And although you've held her,
Been there to help ease the pain.
You lock away how she makes you feel inside because there's just too much pain. You realize then, how precious she is and hold back the incredible urge to only love her bran new.
Show her how real love is supposed to feel.

If ever I could have the chance to say this to you I'd make sure first hand that you understand, "it will be his loss in the end because any man can see just by being around you, that you were never a **** he pulled, but
actually a radiant, rare rose.