It is the greatest act of courage
to remain soft in a world so rigid
Only the fiercest of us will
plunge into the depths of emotion
Illuminating even our darkest corners
for everyone to see
This is not weakness
This is vulnerability
And if love is the greatest
force in the universe
Then maybe strong is all
we ever have been
And all we ever could be
-Shakti o.m.

I always thought we were the perfect match.
But matches are meant
                                   to ignite
                                         and burn out.

Yesterday I was happy.
I was full of energy that radiates to people I meet.
I wasn't even thinking about you-- Im slowly forgetting everything about you.

BUT

Today I feel like I'm drowning.
My thoughts float like a lazy sweep,
sliding, bouncing, swaying with what people says.
My arms are heavy, my legs cramps-- but nothing compares with the sad emotion that my heart silently cries.

I don't want you to suffer. I don't, too either.
This love that springs between us should stop before it grows and bear bad fruits.

I will try to unlove you. I will try to keep swimming away. I will not call you back just to keep you with your family.

P.S.
Do not worry because I know I can do this.
I just need a little bit time to adjust and not fall with your eyes

Oh, brave new world,
What the **** is this
Phenomenal metamorphosis?

I was cocooned by Kafka in Prague
Drank too much absinthe
Shocked by Tesla in Budapest
Shot by Serbian snipers in the rabbit hole
Saved by Jesus in Rome
Had a hell of a time with heathens on a party bus
Walked the rim of Vesuvius
Met a gypsy princess

Came home to mama's basement
Finished reading The Names by Don Delillo
Went back down to Florida
Where I lived with grandma in Spring Hill
Fell deep for a siren
An angel who saved my life
Had a nasty fever dream
Hell broke loose and I wrecked my car

Flew back to Los Angeles
Went to church and prayed
Stayed and worked for the family business
Explored Hubbard's cult, smoked *** and played

Too many sins to mention
I must confess the motherlode
No human here is much like God
How sad it is to know I'm in control

A butterfly pinned down in hell
You can reflect your face or soul

A little guilt goes a long way
Even the sturdiest oak can be made to sway
Figments of people duped by atavistic views
Waking up from bouts of fervor
A most sadistic snooze
They repose like overgrown fountains of youth
Their dreams rusted, forgotten and that’s the truth


In a lonely forest, oaks fall with the loudest screams
A somberness aided by clouds and defective sun beams


My soul has finally given in to moralistic cracks
For now it’s about as clean as mud pies and tire tracks
I’m wobbling down my lifetime from crutch to crutch
Wondering when to finally whisper “****, I’ve seen too much”
So please, return me home, send my spirit way down below
To lands of rusted dreams and toss-turned pillows

If i'm a sunflower
You are my sun
Your warmth & light enlightens me
& Bestows energy to my soul
When you rise up
I always turn to see your face
When you come to me in the morning
I really start growing,my darling
When you come to me in the noon
Floating,tossing & dancing in front of you
When your rays kiss me
I bow down my head and shy
When your brightness hugs me
I happily move and bloom
When your light shades
By God my face fades
When you hide behind the clouds
My crying voice louds
When you become sad
I also feel so bad
When in the evening you show red light
Me turn pale,old & lose my sight
When you go away to home
My loneliness starts killing me
When you say good bye
I finally wither,fall & die

By shaffu ....

Sun and Shadow
On the South Wall
A Tropical Blend
Of Southern Hospitality
Mornings Sweet Awakening
Before the Golf Game
One Brother
A Soldiers Arrow Met
Another
Swinging Victories
By the Pool
Politician
Of the Silence

Will they Remain
As One

This War
Of The Chalice
Hiven Fresh

Loves Roses
Blossoming Yourh

I feel my whole body soften
like wax when you hold me.
Your kisses set my skin on fire
and your eyes defibrillate my heart.