Yesterday I was happy.
I was full of energy that radiates to people I meet.
I wasn't even thinking about you-- Im slowly forgetting everything about you.

BUT

Today I feel like I'm drowning.
My thoughts float like a lazy sweep,
sliding, bouncing, swaying with what people says.
My arms are heavy, my legs cramps-- but nothing compares with the sad emotion that my heart silently cries.

I don't want you to suffer. I don't, too either.
This love that springs between us should stop before it grows and bear bad fruits.

I will try to unlove you. I will try to keep swimming away. I will not call you back just to keep you with your family.

P.S.
Do not worry because I know I can do this.
I just need a little bit time to adjust and not fall with your eyes