It's hard
when your chest feels empty

It's hard
when you let out a cry but looks like a smile

It's hard
when you find loneliness amongst friends

It's hard
when you feel like there is no one there for you

It's hard
when you go to sleep at night and wake up the next day

It's hard
when the only person who understands you is solitude themselves.

It's hard.

My fingers grace the keys......
left, right, left.....right....

Which one was it, again?
left, right, left.....right....

I just want to go in
left, right, left.....right....

left, right, left.....right....
the door now ajar, air thin

the door way casts its grim shadow on the floor,

And just like that, one becomes two
my shadow torn
away he goes
to sleep, once more
Left, right; his feet go on
left, right, left.....right....

I can feel it inside
Clawing up
Plotting in its mind
I have no control
Can’t give way
For this thing inside

it comes loose
I run and hide
my very own friend
till the end of time

The family I have
Doesn’t seem so family to me
The family I have
Is broken, as one could see

The real family I have,
not bound by blood
But by bond
Is the family I have
for me