This time I'm tired. I can no longer find the words to speak. I'm tired of writing out pretty letters, Stringing words like popcorn on a string, All just to say, "I love you." And I'm tired of not being able to tell you.
I will spread dirt into every crevice of my broken heart and plant flowers so big and beautiful, that their roots will mend all the shattered pieces back together, and you’ll never be able to see the mess I used to be.
The sea brings you to me To the aroma I smell Fresh air in there The sun sets its light to you And I get that reflection It is so beautiful When your eyes and mine staring each other The seagull flies between ours The sea brings you to me And I sail until the wind blows my love to you
Indonesia, 16th March 2021 Arif Aditya Abyan Nugroho
I have never been loved Or maybe i have, i just need to be reminded Maybe the bad overpowered the good and now my heart has been numbed. Leaving love to be something i once upon a time desired.