I don't know how to behave
While others are watching

I don't know how to hide
While others are seeking

I don't know how to express
While others are listening

I don't know how to sit
While others are staring

What I know is...
I don't need these 'others' anymore...

All I want is a voice
To give my song a meaning
express same emotion
my soul is feeling
...
Wanna have someone to stare
With a couple of thoughts raising
Disturbing my mind
Make my heart pacing
...
Someone invisible to world
Someone transparent
Ofcourse it's a fantasy
Cause I can't go against them

...
Wish you knew
That even after me seen with everyone
I can't see anyone with me
At times it's the best feeling
But I don't just know how is it going
Time like tide is flowing
N I can't stop it , don't want to stop it
...

He says I should stop being kiddish...
What he doesn't know is
That I love this innocence of us

He says go for it ...
Either say or make him do it
N I m here waiting for exact time

He says u both r noob
Well he is right
Maybe that's what makes us stupid enough
to know each other

He says get mature
Take desicions
N I m just pondering
Not to get hurt

I miss you
I'll miss you forever

I miss the people I can't have
I miss the temporary places
all these fading feelings

miss my emotions
miss all the burnt pages
don't hurt me

forever
coming down
to haunt me

miss loving you
miss loving myself too

Not today
I just can't relate
With whatever you say

Not today
I can't hear
All your emotional blackmail

Not today
I can't see
Honesty in your play

Not today
I can't pretend
That fake smile of everyday

Not today
Just don't pass by
Those feelings slayed

it's a beautiful thing to know
you'll miss me when I'm gone