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I got you feeling
Some wanting type of way
Crash into me like the waves
Love seeing you pull me to the top
Slow on the breathing
Floating away
Drowning in me
I know that you can't get enough
Crashing together high tide
Swells in our life wells
Love marks and bitten lips
I can see in your eyes that you want to just drown
I can see in your eyes that you want to go now
Drown in me.
This bed is my raft
Afloat in the rocky big blue
Sometimes when I attempt to venture out
My toes are ever so slightly wet
Until I reach the door
I find myself drowning
You come in waves
Running from my reflection
in darkness and perception
turned my back on the world
things weren't getting better
tried to fight
I don't deny this
I'm just not getting up this time.

With every breath,
the days get darker.
With every touch
life gets harder.
I'm not that strong
don't get me wrong
I tried to pick
up the pieces
but they're all gone.

Confusion and stress
Are your only friends
in a dark, dark world
there's no conviction,
just a lot of anguish
and contradiction.


With every breath,
the days get darker.
With every touch
life gets harder.
I'm not that strong
don't get me wrong
I tried to pick
up the pieces
but they're all gone.

I don't want to play
life's cruel games
I tried to run away
But there is just no way.
Life's hard games
are a constant shadow
of endless days and dismay.

With every breath,
the days get darker.
With every touch
life gets harder.
I'm not that strong
don't get me wrong
I tried to pick
up the pieces
but they're all gone.

He took a razor blade
and slit his veins
ran out to the street
in the cold hard rain
there he collapsed
in amounts of pain.

With every breath,
the days get darker.
With every touch
life gets harder.
I'm not that strong
don't get me wrong
I tried to pick
up the pieces
but they're all gone.

His best friend saw
and started running
she went to her knees
and tears started gushing
down her face
She started breathing heavily
as she fell out of place.

With every breath,
the days get darker.
With every touch
life gets harder.
I'm not that strong
don't get me wrong
I tried to pick
up the pieces
but they're all gone.

She looked deep into his eyes
As she cried, please don't die
He looked up at her
with tears in his eyes
He asked can you kiss me
one last time,
before it's time to say goodbye.

With every breath,
the days get darker.
With every touch
life gets harder.
I'm not that strong
don't get me wrong
I tried to pick
up the pieces
but they're all gone.

©2017 Written By Benji James
You're on your own
That's what the world
Said To Me

When I looked in the mirror

It couldn't have been clearer

It's time to say goodbye

Surrender Now
That's what life
Said to me
Inside these walls
(They all came crashing down)
Inside my heart
(His life fell apart)

When I looked in the mirror
It couldn't have been clearer
It's time to say goodbye

They handed him a razor blade
and said now take your life away
That's what the voices said to me
The feeling of his soul
(Was a never ending scar)
When the wounds opened up
(That's when he fell apart)

When I looked in the mirror
It couldn't have been clearer
It's time to say goodbye

As he looked at his reflection
He knew he found redemption
He turned to the sky, and he screamed
I don't believe in religion
but I do know
You've got to make it on your own

He looked in the mirror
He couldn't have been clearer
It's time to say goodbye
(Smashes Glass Sound)

©2017 Written By Benji James
 May 2017 Guadalupe Meza
Mona
Your need is a knife,
Sometimes a chainsaw.

It cuts at my shoulders,
The bones in my arms,
Some days it's quite greedy,
Wanting a share of my soul,
Dissecting a chamber or two
of my heart.

You eagerly want to drink my sanity,
To dehydrate me of any positivity,
Till life seeps through me and into you,
And osmosis makes us even,
Two distorted figures with no aim,
That's when you can sleep.

I'm afraid we can't both reside
in my fraying body,
You weigh a million unsaid words,
And my spine isn't strong enough
To keep pushing us through
your derailing paths.
I remember once hearing,
this sentence when I was young.
That if you really, truly loves someone,
then they're never really gone.
So I loved you like an ocean.
More than the eye could ever possibly see.
And after you left, I did remember you.
But realized, who would ever remember me?
 May 2017 Guadalupe Meza
Joy
I won
 May 2017 Guadalupe Meza
Joy
I beg you to love me like you love her
To caress my cheek with your hands like you did, her
to make me laugh and give me kisses when no one was looking
at least you thought no one was looking
but i was
I watched you as you trampled on my heart ,
tore it apart
and trampled on it again without an ounce of remorse in your dead eyes
I watched you as you brought the insecurities that i had so effortlessly thrown away,back to my doorstep
thinking that they would keep me too busy to realize your misdeeds.
But i was stronger than that and i picked up my insecurities from the floor and threw them out the window, my fingers wrapped around a glass of wine.
I won.
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