Here's ten good things about myself....okay? THIS IS ANDY'S CHALLENGE!
1-I put others well-being before my own.
2- I try to help others be happy.
3-I would put anybody before myself.
4-I think that i am sort of pretty...
5-I'm creative with interior design
6-im not completely horrible at singing
7- im a survivor
8-i stopped abusing substances
9-i want to help others with their problems
10- im a good friend

Veins
I can feel you, in my veins
Within every breath I take
You're like my oxygen.

I can feel you, in my veins
In between every heartbeat.
You're that blood that pumps up through my veins.

You're that rush, that adrenaline.
You're that matter inside me, that dark matter.
You keep my body working you're in my veins.

When you aren't here with me,
I do not feel alive,
It's like you've stole all my glee,
And now I'm sleep deprived.

Your always on my mind,
Every minute of every day,
I should've been more kind,
I just wanted everything my own way.

It's hard when you aren't here,
I don't know what to do,
I cry when you aren't near,
Because I'm Without You...

I love you but,
I will make you jealous and cry
I will make you feel weak,
Crazy,
Insecure,
Unbareable but,
I love you

I...I love you
I love you so much, I just can't  gather the words in my head to put together to explain.
Explain how this came about.
What? when? why? how?
How do you go from falling in love ,to being in love, to not being in love at all?
Talking just about every day,  to not talking at all.
Seeing them, to not seeing them at all.
Why do we love love, when love doesn't love us back?  
It's Complicated
It's tragic
Its a mess
I miss you!
I miss you, but only the thought of you.
I want you, but only the thought of you.
The thought of you is attractive,  but I can no longer ride the roller coaster of emotions anymore.
It's draining!
The thrill of traveling to the highest peak of the ride, arriving to cloud 9.
The Joy
The love
The laughter
Until everything comes to a stop, all hell breaks loose.
Speeding down to the gates of hell.
Stress
Heartache
Pain
Just when you think you're done, the ride still continues.
I'm tired... I'm done!!!
If I knew that I would be treated this way, I would've never chose this ride.
It's clear that you don't care!
So why should I?
I... I hate you
I hate you so much,  I CAN gather ALL the words in my head to explain.
To explain how this hate came about.