My sweet boy and my
Sweet girl how I love you both
Always and all ways.

Today I got a hug, out of the blue                                                             ­     
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and it even came with an "I love you''                                                            ­    
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Such a simple kind gesture                                                          ­                                                  
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  It brought me such pleasure                                                         ­                     
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It picked me up when I felt down                                                             ­                       
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  turned my day totally around                                                           ­                 
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  Just when I thought no one cared                                                            ­            
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someone loved me, someone shared

You touched me,
and I remembered how stars bleed
before they die.

I don't know where I started
nor what I wanted
I just remember
it was all over.

Can you feel what I'm saying?
Can you see what I'm touching?
Can you taste what I'm hearing?
Well I can't.
Maybe because I'm here.
Or is it because I'm not here.
I really don't know.
Visions of nothingness drift through my subconscious.
My dream world could be your reality.

I can't believe your lying there
Silent,  
my tears can't cry
You left the life we shared
Endless days after you died

Stars glisten in the night
Please come back to me
I need a sign from you
I miss you, can't you see

One last look at you
As I think back to our lives
I touch your face
Where your spirit lies

They close the coffin
I can't accept your gone
I'll see you on the other side
Silence beckons me, life carries on