The time comes and move,but i am not.
Why i am waiting for responses.
I know there is no answer for my questions.
Now i moving more faster than time,to destroy my self.
without carrying for others.

Un galtiyo ki kya saza doon main  khud ko ,jo maine kabhi ki hi nhi.
Main he kasoor war hoon un galtiyo ka,jo kabhi hue he nhi.
Kyun  dohartaa hoon main wo galtiya .jo kabhi ki he nhi..
Main khud  he nhi janta hoon khud ko,,
Un galtiyo ko,kyun ** jate hain wo galtiya jo kabhi hue he nhi.

Why the Sunshine for every one ,not for me

Why the Rain Drops for everyone,not for me.

Why everyone has its destination,not  for me.

Why i am felling  Vagrant and everyone has its destiny..

'Going away' is always bit difficult, isn't it?
Be it from your mother or your face licking pet or your beloved...
'Going away' is always a heart wrenching pain.

It's a sub-conscious state where you both don't know
When will you again see each other's face and feel their pale skin and the intimacy written on it.
Thinking of being apart from that eternal bond isn't so casual as your surroundings think....
....... It is not at all easy , it is not what you always see or evaluate without knowing.

'Going away' is all about those undropped tears and silent bawling,
You know nothing will be like earlier as it used to be...
You will be somewhere and "they" somewhere else too....
..... Things will again fall in places with growing and emerging time.

It's a drastic change for everyone of you,
Who have faced "going away" moment.

'Going away' will make you much stronger and motivated to see D-R-E-A-M-S.
D-R-E-A-M-S which are for you and them,
D-R-E-A-M-S of being together someday again forever ... As you all used to be,
D-R-E-A-M-S which will let you to float through life.

'Going away' is not what you think apparently;
It is how you recreate yourself after that phrase.

So, don't be heart-broken darling,
If this 'going away' decision is mutual it will create magic someday and
You know I will be there in glowing tears with your magical retreat.

Because 'going away' from you can't ever make us apart.
We will D-R-E-A-M together, forever..... Again and again .

For those undropped tears and uncried fears: we will D-R-E-A-M on and "going away" will move on very soon.

Why I am caring for others,
but ,other not care for me.
Why Other become lovable for me,
but, I am not for others.
Why I am so upset for others,
but, others not for me.
Why I am crying for others,
but, others not for me.
Why  I am always want to see happiness of  others,
but, others not for me.
Why I am always demanding my happiness from there,
But ,not from me.
Why I am always blaming God,rather then my self..
It always makes tears in my eyes.when i see my happiness with others

Hard to miss, you can take me home.
I'd rather be anyone than to be alone.
Marlboro-stained teeth
have my lips controlled.
Don't mistake the chemicals
for our souls.

I move with the waters inside your ribcage.
Because when I drown in you,
it's the perfect place.

Softly, please, taking off our clothes:
I can see the kisses that have left holes.
You've been acid-washed
by love that wasn't stronger.
Take off your armor,
so you can stay here longer.

Your face is as cold
as the place I found you in.
You can let go of the hurt
trapped beneath your skin.

I keep warm in your fire that beats fast.
To be alone with you, it to be, at last.

Hard to miss, I will take you home.
You can be anyone, rather than be alone.
Remove your shoes, but not your heart.
You can stay here, as our world falls apart.

Today I realize that , I am loser,
I never  become a good friend ,
I never  become a good son,
I never become a good lover,
I never become a good brother,
I never become a good person,
I never being good on Anybody's Expectations,
Now,people starts Pushing me towards  death,
People starts wishing for my death.
People starts wishing for my death.
Everyone  starts wishing for my death.

Let it be dawn ,
I want you by my side .

In those moonlit nights , to see your
Eyes and lips with immense pleasure
While forgetting it's already time to move by !

Let it be dawn ,
I want you by my side .

In those dramatic nights , to see your
Skin murmuring to my fragile connectivity ,
While making you to believe that "I am here with you ."

Let it be dawn ,
Because you never know what is coming by your side .
These nights are gloomy and dark enough
To make yourself alone and yet feel connected to the soul .

So ,
Let it be dawn .

Maybe I will again want you by my side .

I remember the baggage you had,
Tagged with everyone that
Hurt you.
There are miracles in there because
There you are.
Still standing.
Still a believer in heaven and hell.
The ******* can never know they
Did this,
To you.
Keep this secret stuck in your throat.
Cover your mouth!

It might escape,
Like your
Hope.