my heart aches day after day
waiting for you to feel the same way

Three words have never meant so much-
I want you
Three words have never been so powerful-
I love you
Three words have never hurt so bad-
I loved you
Three words have never ruined so much-
I hate you

A constant fight with my heart and soul
Not knowing where to go,
Just letting the ocean's currents pull
Drowning in all my emotions and faults
The sharks are swarming
And I can taste the ocean's salts
Not able to come up for air
The water is filling lunges
And this story I cannot bare.

Our hearts break so easily
for the ones that make us feel whole

She's in love with a man,
Whose nothing but a myth.
A mystery unsolved,
But she won't stop at this.
The ending is a must,
One that has to be found.
Clinging to an theory,
As thoughts circle around.
She still can't read his mind,
As he send her mixed signs.
Not knowing what he wants,
She reads between the lines.

how is it possible
to be afraid to lose someone
that you never had in the first place
to be so in love with someone
when they feel nothing for you  
to care about someone so much
yet they're oblivious
my heart aches day after day
waiting for you to feel the same way

I'm a sad person
With a messed up mind
I am in a happy place
But I'm so far behind
Away from society
And what they say is 'right'
I do my best to stay away,
on my own path- the future is bright