Behold for a while, 
O moments, just for a while !
Let me count again,all those
moments of togetherness
with LIFE.
Before I fade.
I know, moment by moment 
you slipping from my bare hands.
you are not here to collect 
the broken pieces, my broken pieces 
which, was  smashed, razed to the grounds 
by you once, every time.  
yet, I tried to mend my self 
collect them but,
I know, it’s too late.
As you are here to claim me.
I won’t disappoint you
here I am
I am all yours, Sweetie.

Dear Men,
I am a woman,
Whom you never saw As a fellow human being.
But as a body of blood, Holding those assets,
To satiate your cannibalistic desires.
You never searched the “me” within ‘me’
I also have the feelings which you never try to understand.
I am that conscious soul,
whom you call unfathomable.
I am a woman
I gave birth to you
I keep you in my womb for nine months
but, I see you staring at me stalking me
like a hungry beast
I am not a just a pound of flesh;
I am that conscious soul,
to whom you deny the rights.
When you strip off my shame,
from my parched skin,
You degrade your birth too.
You label me with names ****, *****…..
but you never think it’s you,
who come on the knees to get me at ‘BROTHELS’.
to prove you are the MAN
there, you don’t just play with my body only then,
you not only **** me but **** your souls too
Yes, I am that woman.
You pretend to worship me in temples
you fancy me in your dreams.
But, never adore me in reality.
When you sell me
in the market like an object then,
you sell your souls too.
Whenever you ****** me
Try to bully me
beat me in black and blue
For your pride
You step down As a man.
I am a woman
Yes, I ******* for five days
each month from puberty to menopause
to get prepared for becoming a mother
but, you treat me as untouchable on those days?!
I am a woman and am proud of who I am.
I am that being who is the alpha of all.
I am not just my body
I am a conscious soul.
(C) Jayant OM

Half Smoked Cigarette

She is my last half-smoked cigarette
that taste is still on my lips.

With each puff
she took few moments of my life.

Smoke of her memory
still covers my body and soul
like mist.

My existence is scattered
like the ash
dazed and doomed
It will never be the same again.
as it was once.

5-7-5

My heart is callous.....
parched like waterless desert with no shades
only because you left me.

Seasons Come and Go,

The life goes on,

What is here today,

Will Not be there tomorrow,

Why  repent, what you have not,

You’ll Not be the same ever,

Sorrows will fade away,

those who are with you today will be not there for always,

Why worry about them who walked away from you,

The moment you are living is the truth,

Enjoy the moment to its fullest,

You have not come into this world with all that you have today,

Why worry, for which is not with you

in quietude, hear the voice of silence

what does it say to you,

It says happiness is at this very moment

live it, to love all, laugh at what u have and have not

give the happiness what you have to all

spread the fragrance of love to all

In the eerie silence of this dark night,
my pen is bleeding again,
the agony of my soul
is now unbearable.
The past is now haunting me,
Death is now the only option for me.
HEY SWEETIE,
But, this ain't going to happen for sure,
my callous heart is now numb and cold.
I will not die for You anymore,
instead, you have to pay the price.
Love was when you loved me,
my loved died when you turned your back.
For the scars, you gifted.
I will pay you back with the interest
I'll make you BLEED,
rest assure I will not **** you at once
I'll slay you each moment,
Wait for me, baby!

Today the cinders caught fire again,
Down the memory lane.
I was back in the days when
Your tinkling anklets,
Caught my attention
Your lowered gaze,
And hint of pink on the cheeks,
Your unfurled hairs,
Held me captive.
Once and all my heart said
Is it the same girl you dreamt of?
I nodded.
Thus the story began with a formal smile
as all the love stories beings.
A few glances, a few smiles,
Strolling on the streets.
You and your spell,
Never allowed me
To get out of it.

How could I think then, you were the wind which never stays, at one point too long.
Like the blowing wind,
You went away, never to come back.
As if you never been in my life.
My love, my feelings all remained unsaid.
O my unrequited love, see
How much special still you are
Just your thoughts are enough to kindle the fire within
The fire has not subdued yet
Never it will be
As it is all about you

That night,
you were in my dream. O beautiful!
We were in a secluded place,
your wavy hairs were unfurling with the breeze.
and you were trying to manage them,
and then, our eyes met.
there was a mock invitation in them.
Come! take me in your arms
make me yours forever.
I inched towards you.

I held you in my arms, cupped your face in my palms
I stroked your hairs
pushed them behind your ears,
I pulled you towards my chest, gripped you by curves.
your quivering lips closed eyes and pacing breath
all I remember.
you pushed me down and kissed me
your kisses were soft and passionate.
you left your marks all over my cheeks and chest
your  lips softly trailed down my neck
all these were arousing me
the passion of the moments how could I forget
I’ll cherish the memories
I’ll cherish that love forever