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Bella 1d
I dreamt we were in bed
Your arm draped lazily over me
tangerine glow dripping
down your velvet face. You marveled
at the earth-shattering gravity
of our coming moments, subtle smile brightening
your sleepy eyes, "how did we get here?"

          how did i get here?

In dreams, you're all of it,
all of yourself, the best parts
of me, everything
that made me clutter past
lovers into this small space
in my heart.
In dreams, you're everything
I've ever loved about everyone
I've missed— the Frankenstein
father my daughter will never have—
          But you're not real,
You only exist in the perfect space my brain's created
out of the fragments you left.

Maybe in a way, I loved you— absent from eternity;
out of gratitude for opening
my heart to the idea of love
with anyone who saw me
enough to feel it— Gratitude

for allowing me to love
myself candidly
in my revival.

I hold space for that

I still live in your shadow in some ways,
creeping through
the memories this town has
of you,
leaving my own behind
in my imminent departure.

I'll never be absent of you
I'll never be absent of you
Now
The only time
is now

No future yet

All past gone

A spot in
eternity

forever.

Eelco van der Waals

The assassin’s shadow lay prone on the rooftop,
a cut-out against the sky..
seen, but not seen,
because to look up
would mean breaking the spell of the herd.

The Mauser barked,
not of metal alone but of voices,
defending their defenses
with bullets made of shadow..

Fear dressed as Light,
cowardice crowned as virtue.

And all the while,
truth bled on the pavement,
not from weakness,
but because the many chose
silhouette over substance,
projection over sight;

safety over the one who dared to see.


What was unseen in the assassin’s silhouette was not mere stealth,
but the supreme ability of unresolved trauma
to project its unowned shadow.
Jung described this as the scapegoat phenomenon:
the psyche, unable to face its own contents,
casts them outward onto a mirror.
Those who reflect most faithfully..
who reveal what others most fear to acknowledge..
become the chosen targets.

And yet, the silhouette was there, in plain sight.
Had anyone looked up, or turned back,
the rooftop figure would have been exposed
before the finality of the killshot.
But blindness is often willful.
It is easier to condemn the mirror
than to confront the shadow.

This is participation mystique inverted:
a collective possession that feeds on denial,
mistaking projection for enlightenment.
In such a state, the more accurate the reflection,
the more violent the rejection.

Hello Poetry, through the inaccurately self-named writings
and behaviors of the “enlightened ones,”
has become a digitized Lord of the Flies novel.
Here the shadow unowned within
makes its supreme projections
onto those who mirror back the very truths most refused.
And in this inverted theater,
those who dare to stand in the light know the risk:
to be mocked, scapegoated, or silenced.

Only weeks before his assassination,
Charlie gave voice to this risk with startling clarity.
In an interview, almost casually,
he foresaw the violence to come.
The cowboy-hatted host.. deeply respectful
but unable to hide his nervous chuckle..
couldn’t contain the humanity of the moment.
But what sounded like a jarring aside was prophetic.
His own death proved how perilous it is
to mirror back to the world what it most refuses to face.

https://youtube.com/shorts/cn1Hlmepjzs?si=xBF_9hv6r0H3O0sw


With an etching tool of contempt,
he scribbled his verse upon the brass..
the 30-06 casing itself becoming his page.
Chambered into the Mauser, set high above the herd,
it was not lead that truly flew, but shadow.
The round carried a darker payload:
cowardice, projection, envy, and fear..
all the unowned unknown within,
hurled outward and named as strength.
What struck was not flesh alone, but the mirror..
for every shot fired in hatred is nothing
but the poet of death inscribing
his refusal to face the truth of himself.

Thus Hello Poetry becomes a parable of the age:
where verse can be weapon or witness,
where the coward cloaks his projection in the pretense of light,
and where the mirror itself is targeted..
because it reflects what they cannot bear to see.

And so the seduction grows. Their “poetry” is not art but incantation,
a counterfeit enchantment meant to draw others into orbit.
They parade it as “consensual,”
as if their words carried some hidden power of dark magic,
when in truth it is only the glamour of unhealed shadow.
For those who resist, their verse twists further,
becoming ritual.. not of beauty, but of control.
They posture as sages, yet their chants are little more
than incoherent babble mistaken for wisdom.
The herd expands not by illumination,
but by spellbound imitation of the blind.

And so it stands: Hello Poetry is not an isolated tragedy,
but a small stage upon which the greater play unfolds..
a digitized echo of the world itself,
where the unowned shadow writes its violence in verse,
and the battle between projection and truth continues without cease.

Elliott no longer owns the site;
it is now ruled by those who wield the same contempt
rising in the world itself..
the cowardice, the fear, the deep envy
of those who dare to hold the mirror clearly.

A true family man... kind-hearted and well-meaning..
poor Elliot has over time just become their puppet;
and his one-time long-ago beautiful creation
unwillingly has become just another poorly inscribed casing.

Pray for that good man,
that he either gathers the strength to shutter this place
or to cleanse it of its parasites.
For as it stands, his once-beautiful creation has been seized,
turned into another casing scrawled with the graffiti of the cowardly..
fired endlessly at the mirrors of truth.
mysterie Sep 13
why would you
prefer to live for
eternity?

everyone around you
will die at some point,
everyone you love
or loved,
would be gone.
what's the point then?

you'd grow really old,
and you'd have no one.

so why would you prefer
to live for eternity?

death is natural.
it's sad, of course.
it's miserable when we lose
someone we love dearly.

but everybody dies.

there's no point in living forever.

atleast to me,
there isn't.
date wrote: 13/9
uh okay
F Elliott Sep 2

Not all was lost
to the beast,
nor to the silence
that sheltered it.

For deeper still,
beneath the rubble
of unspoken years,
the child remained.

Bruised, yes..
but not extinguished.
Hidden;
but not erased.

A breath still moved,
a spark unclaimed
by the darkness.

The beast does not feed  only
on the wound itself,
but on the hollow it leaves behind.
Gaslighting, scapegoating, silence..
all these are its masons;
carving out a chamber in the soul
where the beast makes its abode.

There, in the aloneness of the child,
it feeds from within,
claiming the silence as its fortress;

the emptiness as its throne.

And the door creaks again..
not always the first door,
   but another..
a new figure cashing in
on the void they sense.

Their entry feels like company,
   even love,
yet it is only continuance...
a repetition of the first harm.

Worse still when the creak
is painted with a smile,
when exploitation wears
the mask of care--
   The abode deepens,
    and the beast settles further
   into the soul.

Yet the fortress cannot hold forever.
The silence cannot smother forever.
Even the grave-dirt of denial
cannot bury it whole.

For the child endures
where walls collapse,
and the smallest cry
outlives the loudest lie.

The beast devoured much,
but not all.
And in what survives,
the future breathes;
a testimony,
a beginning,

    a voice
    that will not be hushed.



The beast wears many faces. Sometimes it is grotesque and obvious.. leering in the open,
like Tull’s Aqualung.

Other times it arrives clothed in warmth, with a smile painted on as if it were love. Yet both are the same door creaking open, the same continuance of harm.

Be wary, child.
Not only of the door,
but of the smile.

Every silence, every false welcome,
lays another stone.
This is how the abode is carved.
This is how the beast digs deeper..


"Aqualung"
(Excavator of the Unholy Abode)

Sitting on a park bench
Eying little girls with bad intent
Snots running down his nose
Greasy fingers smearing shabby clothes,
hey, Aqualung

Drying in the cold sun
Watching as the frilly ******* run,
hey, Aqualung

Feeling like a dead duck
Spitting out pieces of his broken lung,
oh, Aqualung

Feeling alone, the army's up the road
Salvation a la mode and a cup of tea
Aqualung, my friend,
don't you start away uneasy

   You poor old sod,
   you see it's only me

Do you still remember
December's foggy freeze
When the ice that clings
on to your beard
It was screaming agony?

Hey and you ****** your rattling last breaths
With deep-sea diver sounds
And the flowers bloom like
Madness in the spring?

Sitting on a park bench
eying up little girls with bad intent
Snot is running down his nose
Greasy fingers smearing shabby clothes,
hey Aqualung

Drying in the cold sun
Watching as the frilly ******* run,
hey Aqualung

Feeling like a dead duck
Spitting out pieces of his broken luck,
hey Aqualung

Oh Aqualung

https://youtu.be/ZHO3vBn_cfo?si=IGwlRY7xoVuOlx6V


The child remains..
Scarred but unclaimed,
enduring as the witness
the beast can never consume.

The child endures
The cry is not silenced

Even scarred, it remains the truest witness.

Even on a lowly poetry site, some of those most popular could be the greatest excavators of the abode.
Be wary, beautiful child

xoxo
F Elliott Aug 29

It was not the beast alone
that hollowed the soul,
but the silence
that made a chamber for it.

The silence of fathers
who looked away.
The silence of mothers
who smoothed the tablecloth
and spoke of other things.
The silence of friends
who chose comfort
over confrontation.

Every unspoken word
became a shroud.
Every careful pause
became a nail.
Every smile that denied
became another grave.

The beast feasted,
not only on wounds inflicted,
but on truths unspoken,
on the complicity
of quiet mouths.

And so silence
killed more surely than rage,
for rage at least
named what was broken,

but silence gave it a home.

The deadliest weapon
that lays in the hands
    of Death  itself
    is not the sword;

but the silence sharpened
     against the soul.



What destroys us most often is not what is done, but what is left unsaid. Families, friends, communities.. complicity thrives in silence. Every unspoken truth becomes a stone, every quiet denial a grave. This piece speaks to the deadliest accomplice of the beast: not hatred, but silence.

And yet, even within silence, the cry still trembles. It leaks through scars, through hidden eyes, through the fragile flame that refuses to die.
These words are for every soul who has lived inside that chamber, unseen but not alone.
Plumb gives voice to that cry.

What if the “cut” is not a blade at all, but truth itself--
naming the wound, naming the perpetrator,
breaking the silence that becomes a second trauma
worse than the first?
Sharp though it is, such a cut
can become the only one that heals--
the deepest relief of all...


"Cut"

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile flame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars
wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just
look me in the eye

I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that
makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside
  just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb

Relief exists,   I find it when

    I am cut

https://youtu.be/OJkqkWIpFAI?si=hMaAlmoUB_OnEoOG


Better the wound of truth than the grave of silence;

To those who have carried the weight of numbness,
Plumb’s voice  becomes
their own cry of solidarity

xoxo
F Elliott Aug 27

Stone upon stone,
the walls were raised;
each block a silence,
each silence a debt
never spoken of aloud.

Within,
the child’s voice echoed,
but the mortar held fast,
sealing grief in chambers
where no light could enter.

From the outside,
the fortress looked steady,
even noble--
its towers reaching upward,
its gates well-kept..
its banners bright.

But within its walls,
rot thickened
and the beast..
undisturbed,
found shelter.

Every silence defended it.
Every smile concealed it.

   Every careful word
   laid another stone
   against the truth.

And though the watchman cried,
the city called the fortress beautiful.

Every fortress defends
but none heals.


Every wall that protects
      is also a wall
    that imprisons.

Trauma builds with silence as mortar. Each unspoken truth becomes a stone in the wall, each careful smile a tower that hides what festers inside.

From the outside, the fortress looks strong.. even admirable. But within its walls, the beast remains untouched. This piece speaks to the architecture of denial: how families, communities, even whole societies build fortresses that protect appearances while sacrificing souls.

And to those who build their fortresses of silence, who entrench themselves in deception and call it strength.. this is for you. There are battles that words alone cannot soften, and for those battles the posture is Headstrong.

This is where the silence ends. The fortress you defend cannot heal, and the fight you dismiss as madness will not bow to your walls.

For those who choose to be self-entrenched.. who make the fortress their stronghold, hiding behind its ramparts a counterfeit “strength” built from the empty pit of unresolved years, dressing up brick and mortar to conceal the hollowness within.. this song is for you--


"Conclusions manifest
Your first impressions
got to be your very best

I see you're full of ****
and that's alright
That's how you play,
I guess you get through every night..

Well, now that's over

I see your fantasy
You wanna make it a reality
paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads, yeah
Well, now that's over"

I see your motives inside
Decisions to hide

https://youtu.be/hYW5iD6eqM8?si=ye8lzLVMbRkPE63Q


This is not where you belong.
The fortress cannot stand forever

The child will outlast the walls.
Selah

xo
F Elliott Aug 19

The prophets wore it,
woven of thorns and laughter..
the jeering crown,
the mark of those
who dared to name the truth.

Kierkegaard wore it,
penned as insane,
pushed to the margins
by voices too clever
to risk listening.

The fool’s crown
is given freely
to any who refuse silence,
to any who lift their voice
against the beast,
against the fortress,

  against the lie.

It weighs heavy;
not of gold
but of ridicule,
a diadem of mockery,
a garland of exile.

Yet it fits more honestly
than all the jeweled circlets
worn by the deceivers,

for it is fashioned
from truth spoken aloud.

If the crown is madness,
let it rest heavy.

For it is made of truth

..and truth is the only jewel
worth bearing.


In every age there are voices that attempt to confuse liberation with license, or ******* with freedom. Erich Fromm named this distortion with surgical precision:
the flight from freedom is not into responsibility but into its counterfeit—submission to external idols or the exaltation of an isolated, empty self. To have without being, to enthrone pathology over love, is the mark of an age that has lost sight of its own humanity.

Kierkegaard, long before, had already discerned this same danger. His warning was not abstract but painfully exact:
when the crowd forsakes truth, when reason itself is inverted, what should be called sickness is exalted as health, and the very house of care becomes an asylum of unreason.

It is here we remember his words: “People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use. And when reason is banished from the asylum, madness passes for wisdom, and truth is left to cry in the wilderness.”

History brands its truth-tellers as fools, its prophets as madmen. Kierkegaard bore that crown. So did the prophets before him. To be mocked, dismissed, and pushed aside is the inheritance of all who dare speak truth against silence. This piece embraces the crown of madness—not as shame, but as the only crown worth wearing.

And if the crown feels unbearable, take heart.. others have worn it, others have staggered beneath its weight, and even in their anguish they saw it as the strange seal of truth. Kierkegaard himself, mocked and maligned, turned his scorn into a confession of holy madness. His words remind us what it means to bear such a crown…

"No, I won't leave the world--I'll enter a lunatic asylum and see if the profundity of insanity reveals to me the riddles of life. Idiot, why didn't I do that long ago, why has it taken me so long to understand what it means when the Indians honour the insane, step aside for them?
Yes, a lunatic asylum--don't you think I may end up there?"
~S.K.
.
F Elliott Aug 18

They called Kierkegaard insane,
poor man, poor fool..
ink turned against him
by a city that feared
his furious clarity.

That label is given still:
“mad,” they say,
when a voice rises
against the hidden thing,
the shadow crouched in the soul,
the beast that feeds on silence.

It is not flesh that is cursed,
but the fortress
built stone by stone
from secrets unspoken,
where the child’s cry was buried
and the monster kept the key.

Yes, let it be cursed again..
that ancient predator
that left spirits trapped,
that tried to leave others
shattered in its claws.

If eternity should open,
even the darkness of God
would rise against it,
tumbling the beast
through endless years,
stripped of its power,
stripped of its stolen faces.

Call it madness,
call it folly.
The words remain jagged,
for truth has teeth,
and silence has killed enough.

At least the monster was named
when others smiled politely
and called it “past.”
At least there was no collusion.

And if the witness is written off,
    so be it

Better condemned
for fighting the beast

than praised for leaving it
enthroned.



There is always a risk in fighting the beast: the risk of becoming monstrous in the process. To call it by its true name, to drag it into the open, often looks like madness. Kierkegaard wore that label, and so do all who refuse silence.

The truth cuts jagged, not polished.. and yes, in the fight, one becomes scarred and monstrous. That is the price of standing against the darkness. This piece is not for the crowd. It is a cry against the beast itself, spoken into the universe entire.

Yeah.. exactly..

"Control yourself,
take only what you need from it--
A family of trees wantin'
to be haunted"

https://youtu.be/fe4EK4HSPkI?si=hyG3BpKE6I8bn82p

for those who understand,
no explanation is needed
xox
Diamonds signify Eternity,
as in Lasting Forever,
will this union ever subside,
Let's hope never, ever,
Love, and Commitment,
Strength, and Endurance,
of a Long, Lasting
commitment of
a Strong Bond of Assurance,
An Everlasting Love,
of Clarity, and of Purity,
A Promise to God,
Of a Long, Lasting Unity,
a Promise to each other,
of a Beautiful Devotion,
of a Dedication,
of you and me
What God has joined together
Let no man put asunder, and
Let this unification be


B.R.
DATE: 8/13/2025
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